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<Episode 31> 嫢巉

 “Nice to meet you. Lady.”

 Trevor’s lab. It was the first thing I heard as soon as I opened the door and walked in.

 Renee shakes her body at the words she hears, then goes in the direction the voice came from.

He bowed his head slightly.

 “hello.”

 “It is an honor to meet you here. Did you come to receive divine magic training?”

 “yes.,,

 “It took a lot of hard work for you to come a long way. From today onwards, I will teach the Holy Spirit to the saints.

My name is Trevor to teach.”

 “Oh, it’s Renee. I heard a lot from the driver. that… You are special!”

“Did Sir Vera tell my story? Hey, this is so embarrassing.”

     lively voice. Renee, in the tone passed down, is a very lively person with Trevor.

could feel that However, in the meantime, I had a question that came to mind.

     ‘Why is it so blurry?’

     It’s not easy to feel Trevor’s presence even though he speaks so lively.

it was

     Same idea as Vera once did.

     Renee could not recognize Trevor’s existence unless it was a voice he could hear.

Thinking that he might have been there, following Vera’s guidance, he slowly moved into the lab.

went to the table in the

     Vera sat Renee in her chair and turned to Trevor, who had been smiling until then.

sun sting. She did and glared.

     The gaze that was given to you in the sense that you shouldn’t do stupid things.

     In response, Trevo, who was beaten by Vera two days ago and turned from wide-eyed to dark-skinned

Shaking his body, he raised an awkward smile and nodded his head.

     “Well, then, the saint will also have a schedule, so let’s get right to the point.

?”

Ah yes.

 “You don’t have to be nervous. What I’m going to tell you is a brief introduction.

It won’t be that difficult.”

 The words he heard were words that reassured Renee. However, Renee nevertheless said, ‘Maybe

What if I don’t do well?

nodded.

 In addition, such concerns also existed.

 “Hey, maybe it’s not too late for me to learn divine magic, right?”

 One day, Uncle Pepe, a wealthy man in the village, said something. the wizard

All of them are from the top elite, receiving education for gifted children even before they reached the age of eighteen.

 Rene, who thought that divine art was a study in that context, did not like it.

When he spoke to him, Trevor, who was listening to him, answered him.

 “It’s never too late. Well, to explain this, you first need to know about divinity.

I’ll have to try.”

 “I’m sorry. I didn’t learn anything here… .”

 “There is nothing to be sorry about, Mrs. No one knows everything from the start

are you?”

Cook Cook. laugh It was a word that followed with a voice. Renee is awkward at the words she hears.

He smiled and nodded his head.

 Trevor looked at Renee like that, and then continued talking in a shaky tone.

 “How much do you know about divinity and mana?”

 “Uh… Mana is the energy of nature, and is it the power you receive from Divinity?”

 It was an answer in a tone that was stretched out with uncertainty. It was natural. alive like that

For Ren, who had no chance to touch things, it was a story that was divine, mana, and all too far away.

Dunn’s fault

 “Well, half right and half wrong.”

 “Hehe… is that so.”

 A shy expression appeared on Renee’s face. Trevo sees that face and cooks again

With a smile, he continued the explanation.

 “For once, you were right about mana. Mana is intangible and spreads through the air.

It’s an energy source.”

 “Ah, I’m glad you got it right:

“Yeah, that was it, half right. And the wrong half is about divinity

That is. Divinity is not a power received from God.”

 “yes?,,

 Renee’s head tilted at the words he heard. It’s not the power you get from God, then

What does divinity mean?

 As the doubts grew on René’s face at the questions that came to mind, Trevor became anxious.

has explained it to him.

 “Simply put, divinity is a kind of mutated mana.

It has mutated into the nature of ‘divine’.”

 It was a fairly eerie story.

 “Then why do you call it divinity?”

 “It is because the transformed nature contains the power of the divine realm. the name divine

That’s why it sticks.”

 “uh… .”

 “It is not a popular story. The study of divinity is still

Well, let’s talk a little bit more about that.

However, due to this characteristic of divinity, there are quite a few people who do not turn to priesthood with this power.

I have many The imperial healers are a prime example of that.”

 “Ah, that’s something I know.”

 “Yes, since the divine is regarded as a mere mutant manaro, it is to be treated with respect and respect for God.

Those who do not connect. Seongguk is not sanctioning such people.”

 As for the imperial healers, René knows so many famous tales.

content was there. Of course, it was only today that I found out that there is such a background.

only.

 “Are you okay? There may be people who abuse the divine.”

 “It’s not something to be concerned about in Seongguk. We are the worshipers of the gods.

Aren’t they the ones in charge? Responsibility for the power given to you is yours

This is right.”

 Renee felt a little strange feeling about the story she heard.

 If we were to take a look at the essence of it, it was true, but when I heard it from the priest’s mouth, I wonder why.

It’s because I thought it was weird.

 It was also due to preconceived notions about the kingdom that Ren had had. The kingdom that Ren knew

was a closed and secretive country, so it imposes sanctions on such things.

Lira had to guess.

     Trebo nodded his head slightly and looked at Renee who was convinced, and then

His smile evoked the conversation.

     “The story has gone too far. So, going back to the original story,

Divinity is a science that requires systematic education like magic because mana and its properties are different.

this is not Once you’re born, it’s fairly easy to learn.

is a science.”

     “That’s fortunate… .” A breath of relief came out of Rene’s mouth.

     “You don’t have to be afraid. Right now, even Lord Vera was the first to learn divine magic.

It was just her age, so she will be able to do well too.”

     “Ah, then I… .”

     She seems to have heard such a story.

     Renee turned his head toward Vera at the words he had heard.

     “Then, will I be able to handle divinity like a knight at my age?

?”

bean beans. My heart started beating a little faster. Like Vera, let’s think about it

It was a reaction that followed.

 However, the words that came back were words that immediately returned the beat to its original state.

 Trevo spoke to Renee in a slightly troubled tone.

 “Uh… . As for Sir Vera, it may be a little difficult.”

 “•••yes?”

 “Sir Vera… .”

 Trevo’s eyes turned to Vera. She looked at herself with a sullen face.

Seeing that, Trevor continued.

 “••• A little, a lot. You have talent.”

 Trevor didn’t like the torture of hope. So he dared to say something like this

All.

 Vera is a monster. All I have to say is that he came to himself for the first time

A man who even created his own divine magic with a few introductory books that I took with me when I asked about alcohol.

isn’t this

He got to know him and how surprised he was. That kind of thing is a candidate for the next mate of Matthew.

It was impossible for him to climb.

 Of course, in terms of the academic field, he would be much more knowledgeable, but simple Hanshin

In terms of the ability to use holy magic, even if Vera counts the whole kingdom, if it is not the Holy Spirit,

He was without Raol.

 “Is that so… .”

 Renee’s voice subsided a little. Vera rolled her eyes at the sight.

I leaned forward and looked at Trevor.

 Why are you killing Renee’s spirit by making a nonsensical noise? Was there not enough batting?

With that thought in mind, I slapped Trevo strongly, and Trevor flinched and moved his body in amazement.

sore

 Vera sighed deeply at the sight, and then spoke in a calm tone to Renee.

it was

 “You don’t have to do that. There are things only a saint can do for a saint.

Don’t worry too much about it.”

 “Well, though… .”

“Isn’t it that I am here for a job that the saint can’t do?

I’ll always be with you so you don’t feel like you’re growing up.

It’s okay.”

 thud… .

 Renee felt her heart sink at the words she heard.

 Always together.

 It was a response to that word.

 Another unknown reaction started. Renee, who felt the heat rising all over his body,

Lee nodded his head creakingly, feeling the spin.

 “Yes, yes… !”

 His neck was broken, his words stuttered.

 Trevor opened his mouth to the scene unfolding in front of him, making his face blank.

All.

 Something like that… I didn’t know such a Vera. Vera that Trevor knew was not such a human being.

All.

Naturally, that thought came to my mind. That Vera is a fake Vera. The real vera two days ago

He even threshed his own falcon, might have gone out of the dispatch.

 If so, what is that Vera?

 Trevor looked at her Vera at the thought that came to her, and Vera immediately changed her expression and looked at her.

She looked at Trevo with an evil face.

 She said that Vera’s lips changed her shape without a sound, and she was saying that.

 ‘Eye. rug. oh la.’

 Trevor’s eyes fell. Trevor was a human being who learned through experience. I

If you ignore her words, later He was a man who knew that threshing would follow.

 A deformed atmosphere with a table set with opposite energy.

 It was Vera’s words that broke the atmosphere as well.

 “Okay then, let’s continue the class. Trevo.”

 “Ah, yes.”

 “Continue.”

 Trevor nodded his head.

“that… rum! Let’s keep the class going. Let’s start with simple divine manipulation.

”

    “Yeah yep!”

    subsequent work.

    However, the atmosphere floating around the space was filled with an awkward atmosphere for some reason.

    峪

    “Then, Madame. I’ll see you at my job. Have a restful night.”

    “Ah yes. Please go in carefully.”

    In front of Renee’s dorm, Renee greeted Vera on the way home and greeted him.

Yes, I took Hela’s hand.

    “You have suffered.”

    Unusual accent every time I hear it. Renee had no idea what kind of spirit he came here with.

She nodded her head, remembering her thoughts.

    “Well then, shall we go in?”

    “Yes.”

There was a sound of ‘clicking’ as Renee’s staff touched the ground.

 bean. bean. My heart was still beating.

 Renee takes Hela’s hand and walks her steps across the ground, unable to calm down.

He spit out such a question to Hela in the middle of nowhere.

 “I, Hela?”

 “Yes, tell me.”

 “Ugh… After I came to Seongguk. No, I’ve been feeling weird ever since I left town.

I think… .”

 “How do you say it?”

 “My heart keeps pounding strangely, and I worry about words that don’t matter for nothing.

，It seems to be getting hot… .”

 A word that goes on all the time. However, in Chamag’s reactions, the subject is ‘If you are by Vera’s side’.

Renee’s words, which could not be attached, came out in a form resembling the symptoms of a disease.

there was.

 Of course, Renee was not aware of it.

Hela tilted her head at Renee’s continuous words and looked at Renee’s complexion.

unfolded The red color was quite strong.

 “It seems that you are not feeling well because it is the changing season. You’ve worked hard, so that’s enough

do.”

 “Is that so?”

 “Yes, there may be something wrong with my body, so I will call the priest tomorrow.

 “Oh, please.”

 Renee recalled the thought, ‘I must have overreacted too.’

he laughed.

 If we look at the facts, even if we look closely, it is not a symptom of a disease

Rene’s reaction was explicit enough to be able to tell, but Hela

was not noticing.

 Sadly, she did not inherit the nun of her father, Norn, Hela.

<Episode 32> Question

 A week later, an outdoor garden in the flower bed.

 Renee sat across from Bargo and spent tea time thinking about it.

 ‘It’s awkward… !’

 An appointment with a cycle of about 10 days. his work in his holy land, or his own life

It was a place to share stories about.

 This is his second meeting, but Renee still has a hard time dealing with Bargo.

had an idea

 It was his status as a successor, and his quarrels with Vera were like that. make a balgo

All of these factors are approaching René with difficulty.

 That’s why I didn’t know what to say, so I messed around with my teacup.

Well, seeing Renee like that, Bargo spoke up first.

“Is Seongguk worth it?”

 “Oh, yes! Thanks to you, I’m having a good time!”

 sparkly. Renee, who was excited, replied that way. Vargo and Renee’s loud reply

laughter at He continued to speak.

 “It is very fortunate. It must be difficult for you to be in an unfamiliar environment, but your task

I am sorry for not being able to take better care of you.”

 “no! enough! very! Take good care of you!”

 Likewise, a loud answer. After Renee had said that, he shut his mouth like this.

If I do, I think that an awkward atmosphere will come to mind again, so I roll my head around.

recalled his words.

 “uh… The knights help a lot, Hela helps too, oh, Trevo-nim is divine

He taught me to drink well, so I’m doing really well!”

 “Oh, you mean Treborg?”

 “yes ! He is a very kind person!”

 Renee answered with a smile on her lips.

From Rene’s point of view… It wasn’t wrong. Trevor is very kind to Renee.

And I was being kind to you. If you look at the facts, Trevor looks strange.

There was a big reason that Vera restrained him with a wink every time, but he couldn’t see.

Renee didn’t know.

 Vera sees Ren telling the story about Trevor with a bright face, and sighs.

I felt it oozing out. Trevor’s actions in front of Renee

It’s because I remembered

 Seeing Rene’s white deity and reminding her of her cheek, or suddenly on Rene’s forearm, the castle

A monstrous evil like Hana, who throws his eyes at a common spot and sharpens his taste buds.

How much of a rot inside I was because of my actions.

 He needed to have another training session sooner or later.

 While Vera was exhaling her deep breath as she recalled such a thought, she saw that expression on her face.

She continued to ask Renee a question, making the smile wider over her face.

 “Fortunately, the. Do you have any questions or anything about me?”

 “eww…

  Eg • ”

 Renee drooled at Bargo’s question and remembered her worries.

 However, there was one thing I was curious about while living in Seongguk.

“I felt like I was there, but Seongguk didn’t have a separate service time. Why is that?”

 “Ah, were you curious about that?”

 “Yes, I remember that the village priest held a service every Sunday.”

 He didn’t know how much he was surprised the day he suddenly realized it. What a holy country

But isn’t it strange that there is no time for worship?

 Even if I ask Hela, ‘Is it because he was considerate of himself, he didn’t make it known?

There wasn’t.’ When the same words came back, I wondered why.

 After sipping tea, Bargo nodded in response to Renee’s question.

 “Because faith does not come about by force, we are separate people for worship.

It does not create li. Prayer is something you can do if you want to in your life.”

 “Uh•••Is that okay?”

 “Hmm, how can I explain it… .”

 After applying it, he gently stroked his chin and continued to worry, raising my eyebrows and talking.

It was.

 “•••Yes, I can say it this way.

You have. right?”

“Yes, yes… Joe?”

  “Is that heart still in her heart?”

  nod. Renee’s head nodded. Bargo nodded in response to the answer.

He was speaking.

  “However, even so, in every moment of life and in every situation,

Either she meets Hela, or he or she remembers Hela’s help.

In that moment, her gratitude will come to her mind.”

  “Yes.”

  How could it be natural to say? How can someone keep me awake

doing various activities Can you continue with the same thoughts?

  “Faith is like that. They say that they are grateful for God’s grace, but that

There is no need to praise the . The moment it comes to mind in life,

At that time, it is enough to say a short prayer with sincerity. the saint

It’s like not having a banquet to express her gratitude to Greece.

yo. this.”

  “Um, it’s more simple than I thought.”

  “Faith is not a grand thing. It shouldn’t be too grandiose.”

“Why not? It’s praising God.”

 “It’s because the moment you become grandiose, faults are covered over your faith.”

 It was a continuation of an incomprehensible story. Quite far from common sense

Jin, you could say that.

 At that, Renee’s head tilted to the side, and he spoke in a shaky tone.

I gave you the answer.

 “Who do you think needs the most faith in the world?”

 “uh… .”

 It was a difficult question. Also, it was a question that could not be answered easily.

 “I do not know… .”

 “They have nothing. With no string to grab hold of, shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

These are the urgent ones. So that they can live tomorrow, so they can rest

Giving hope. That is the role of faith.”

 Bargo said that and looked at Renee’s expression. &quot;Ah.&quot; he opened his mouth and said nothing.

A face that seems to have realized the fall.

“So, it shouldn’t be too big. Difficult people can afford to set a grand example

Because there is none.”

 “Great.”

 A smile grew on Bargo’s lips. Was Renee’s expression bright as he answered?

It was chicken.

 ‘You are a good man.’

 The girl Ju-Jin chose was a girl with a warm heart. how strong

It is such a situation to show a wrinkle-free appearance and make a bright face even though it is not going to be.

It was like trying to be considerate of others.

 If you put that girl on the scale of good and evil, the scale will most likely tilt towards her.

la.

 Bargo, who has been distinguishing the good and evil of others all her life, is the same this time as her.

He measured the , and continued speaking.

 “So, as much as I think it is a faith for such people, Seongguk has a procedure

You are not doing a boat.”

 “Aha… .”

 Renee nodded his head slightly in response to the reply, and sent a message of understanding.

however.

     “Um… well, I don’t know.”

     It wasn’t just complete understanding.

     For Renee, the gods and faith were the worst evils in the world that made fun of him.

Man, even if you listen to him like this, you will not be able to engrave him deeply in your heart.

     Even though he so desperately wished for salvation, he was still blind.

     Renee reciprocates by knowing the wretchedness of the moment when the earnestness of his life was betrayed.

He was skeptical about the prayers he would not receive.

     Seeing Ren’s expression getting darker after applying paint, Renee must have been thinking about it.

Guessing his thoughts, he was speaking.

     “Of course, my words are not the right answer, so don’t get too caught up in it. Faith is

    It is a question that individuals who believe in him must answer.”

     nod . Renee’s head nodded. Renee nodded her head like that and for a moment her fingertips

fidgeting, there are words that fill the end of his throat, and he spit out such a question

•

     “that… You said that faith is what exists for the most difficult people.”

“Yes, I said so.”

 “Then, if they are not saved by faith, those who believed will become so miserable. not

Would you?”

 “What do you think?”

 “You believe in God to be saved. But if you don’t even receive that salvation… .”

 No further words could be said.

I knew for sure.

 Maybe it’s a story about yourself.

 “•••I think I can say this for sure.”

 “What do you mean?”

 “Faith is not salvation. Faith is that he who believes in him will attain salvation by himself.

It is the role of a supporter who bolsters the strength to be able to do so. Salvation is your own

It is.”

 Renee turned his head in the direction where Bargo was at the words he heard.

 “Is there anyone who cannot save himself?”

 “It is faith that holds them from falling apart.”

“Even if you can’t get better? Even though there is a cliff in front of me, I support it like that

Thing… that’s wrong.”

 Rene’s voice, as she spoke like that, had a slightly suppressed look.

 Vera glared at Bargo strongly at René’s emotional voice.

All. Bargo noticed that, ‘Heng!’ and snorted his snort, then spoke to Renee again.

spit

 “Then we have to go the other way. Not a cliff, but a wide road

It’s going to have to go.”

 Stop. Renee’s body stopped.

 The expression on his face seemed to be absurd, and he recalled a blank look.

 She looked at her face and spoke in a timid tone as she had always done.

It was.

 “Sometimes I did something to that sullen bastard. Ummm, that’s just a saint

That’s what I said when I was your age.”

 Bargo’s words referring to Vera. At that, Renee shut her lips tightly and

I listened to him.

“God does not show the way. They just watch. The road is a saint

This is what you need to find.”

 “However… !”

 objection to come out. However, no words were spoken.

 Renee knew. Even if you pour out words to Bargo like this, the facts will change

there was no

 If he pours out his words now, everything that comes out is his wish for the gods.

will be ruined

 Kuk-.

 Rene bit his lip and bowed his head slightly toward Bargo to express his apology.

All.

 “•••I’m sorry. I said it too emotionally.”

 “You don’t have to worry about it. After all, isn’t worrying the way to grow a human being?

peel. All you have to do is think hard and come to the answer. Lady is very good

You are doing it.”

 There was an awkward silence in the space. Renee can’t control the emotions that fill up in the moment.

Han bowed his head blaming himself, and Bargo smiled broadly at Renee like that.

and spit out an apology.

    “I am sorry that this old man has troubled Saint.”

    “no! Not at all!”

    sparkly. Renee was surprised and answered.

    Bargo smiled softly at Renee’s restless appearance and spat out his words.

    “Today, let’s stop and get up. The wind is slowly getting colder.

”

    “Ah yes.”

    Vera went up to Renee at Bargo’s words and took his hand.

    Bargo looked at him with a smile on his face.

    峪

    the way home. Could it be that Renee stopped being disrespectful to Bargo?

He thought about what he was doing, and walked with an anxious look.

    He looked like a fool himself. You have to work hard . He should do well but stop doing it

main Didn’t you let go of your temper because you couldn’t act?

At the thought that comes to mind, a sigh comes out.

 Vera breathes a sigh of Rene’s figure, anger rises for rubbing

I felt it and opened my mouth.

 “You don’t have to worry too much. His Holiness is slowly getting dementia.

is it.”

 I flinched. Renee’s fingertips trembled.

 “Hey, you can’t say that… .”

 “Isn’t it a person who curses even Nara-sama in the absence of it? ‘Cause I’m human too

This part seems unavoidable.”

 Words that follow in a hard tone. Renee jokes to comfort herself

Even Vera’s hard work is making her laugh out loud at the sight of Vera

felt

 “•••thanks.”

 “There is nothing to be thankful for. I was just telling the truth.”

 “Nevertheless.”

The moment he spoke, Renee was surprised by how quickly he became comfortable with those words.

felt the rise

 It’s not a big word, but how do you get into it like this, and for some reason it’s a strange feeling

Rene, who was licking her lips as she remembered her resentment, posed such a question to Er Vera.

All.

 “What do you think, knight? that… The words of the Holy Spirit.”

 “I think it’s the bullshit of an old man with a mouthful of mouth. As I said before, I am

I do not believe in the glory of

 “Is that the answer the knight found?”

 The question that was handed to him, Vera chose her words for a moment, then spit out the answer.

 “The answer is no. I can say that we are still in the process of getting to the answer.”

 “Is that the light you spoke of?”

 “Yes, I believe my answer is there. I believe in the light, not in God.

It will.”

 Renee nodded his head slightly in response to the words, and spoke again.

 “I’m envious. I don’t even know where my answer lies yet.”

Why did he have to be blind?

G. Unlike himself who doesn’t know anything, he is already looking for his own answer.

It was the thought that came to mind when I saw Vera.

 Vera looks at René who lowers her head as she speaks her words, and she feels a little wobbly in her stomach.

He felt it and bit his lips.

 “•••You can find it in St. I’ll help him, so don’t be impatient.

You don’t have to.”

 clichéd words of consolation. Besides, it was the only thing Vera knew how to say.

 There was no answer to this. Renee nodded at Vera’s words to speak.

It’s because it’s finished.

 Renee, from a certain moment, had a question that came to mind when he had a conversation like this again.

I felt it suffocating.

 What is that light, what does it have to do with the stigmata I put on you?

does it do

 It was a question of unknown reason, and it was also a question that made me feel cramped.

 Feelings begin to boil over again.

 Renee felt him and touched the floor, saying, ‘Just!’.

<Episode 33> Apostle of Love

 The garden in front of the house. Renee sits on a bench in a sunny spot and performs divine magic in full swing.

He was passionate about the lotus.

 What I’m doing right now is elemental art, which is the least difficult of all magic.

 Martial arts cannot be learned due to physical limitations, and the martial arts is a theoretical part.

I needed the understanding of

it was

 “Whew… .”

 A long breath escaped Renee’s mouth. Renee took another breath and

After unleashing his divinity and gathering it over his hands, he focused his thoughts and began to transform his form.

All.

 The basics of elemental art are to realize what is imagined in an image into a shape.

not too hot No, the warm fire that warmed you up when you were camping last night.

 That was what came to mind.

 Whoops. And it will burn and the form will shake. Red, the same color as the sunset.

will be. Bring it close and it will transfer heat over your skin.

 I can’t be sure because I can’t see it with my own eyes, but I can still remember the days when I could see

Rene, who made the most of a figure similar to that image, came up with it, and then casts the divine.

I started to implement imagery.

 Whoops-.

 Such a sound was heard while extracting the divinity and reshaping it.

 quick.

 There was also the sound of firewood bouncing. Perhaps, it happened while thinking of and making a bonfire.

workshop.

 Renee, who had been rubbing and refining fire non-stop, was in the midst of wrestling with the divine.

Realizing that there was nothing left to refine, he posed a question to Vera.

 “How are you, knight?”

‘You’ve done a great job:

 “Hehe, that’s good.”

 A bright smile appeared on Renee’s lips in response to the answer.

 Vera looked at that smile and spoke again, looking at the fire embodied on Renee’s hand.

It was.

 “The scarlet color is a strong fire. At the bottom of the fire is a long column that looks like firewood.

There are a few sticks, and the heat is… .”

 Continuing to say Vera, he brought his hand over the fire.

 “•••It is a little hotter than human body temperature. Bonfire, right?”

 “Ah yes! It reminds me of what I smoked on my way to Seongguk.”

 “You have reproduced it wonderfully. You can’t even think that it was drawn without seeing the real thing.

It is an unparalleled perfection.”

 It wasn’t empty words.

 Even if the bonfire that Renee raised on his palm was actually made by looking at it with his own eyes,

It was made with incredible precision.

“Imagination is the most important factor in realizing alcohol. element from saint lady

You have a talent for alcohol.”

 “Well, it’s a shame if it floats too much… .”

 “I am serious. I can’t do this kind of implementation.”

 “Are you a knight?”

 “Yeah, that’s why it’s a tool in elemental art.”

 That was the reason why Vera dared to dig into the beop during divine magic. sense and experience,

Because it was an area where there was room for development if we dig into knowledge. the imagination itself

Judgment that he can cover his weak weaknesses.

 Vera was a person who didn’t invest in low-probability things.

 Rene nodded her head slightly to understand the words that were said to her, and then shrugged.

He smiled and spoke.

 “Well, it’s amazing that there are things even knights can’t do.”

 “I am human too, so it’s natural.”

 “still… I feel like a knight who can do anything.”

 “I’m sorry.”

“Is it Hwang Song-yi this time? Oh, sorry.

 Kukuk-. Vera’s mouth shut.

 Renee giggled at the sight of Vera who immediately shuts his mouth and avoids the answer.

Lida, then spoke.

 “It’s a joke.”

 “Sorry…. 99

 “I still can’t.”

 As soon as the words were cut and delivered, Vera felt trouble filling her stomach. Wolf

It was because he was not sure what to say when Renee came to play pranks on him.

 After about a month, Renee almost finished adjusting to his life in Sungguk and slowly started to die.

He began to show the mischievous look he had seen in the fall.

 It’s a good thing, but Vera’s mischievous appearance is still a human being.

I can’t erase the thought that it might be because of you

It was.

 Of course, it was a very subjective concern to the extent that it was a concern that was far from the truth.

affection It was.

Rene’s attitude right now, if she doesn’t do this, how can she keep her beating heart?

It was Renee’s own effort to calm everything down. Every time I talk to Vera I get embarrassed

Dae-Dae is a self-deprecating solution.

     However, does this ultimately have its limits?

     Renee felt a tingling sensation in the quiet atmosphere, and quickly

He rolled his head and weaved his words.

     “Yeah, looking back, Daeshinjeon was a bit bustling. do you happen to be

Is it?”

     “Ah, probably because the Apostle of Sarang returned to the Holy Land for a while.

•”

     “Are you the apostle of love?”

     “Yes, he is a person who has been on long-term dispatch for several years. Come back and rest for a while this time

I heard it.”

     “Aha… .”

     Renee nodded his head at the words he heard, feeling the curiosity rising in him.

He asked the question again.

     “Who is the Apostle of Love?”

“Neither do I. Because I’ve never met you.”

 “Oh, is that so?”

 “Yes, when I returned to Seongguk, I had already been dispatched, so this time for me as well.

This is our first meeting.”

 “You seem to be very busy.”

 Renee spoke like that, continued to say, “Um,” and then asked the question again.

 It’s because there was someone who came to mind when I was dispatched.

 “By the way, Rohan-sama isn’t dispatched?”

 Rohan meets once in a while. Always a bright and lively atmosphere.

Person.

 He heard that he was the most dispatched person, but after Renee came to Seongguk, he

He had never been told where he was going.

 “It is an order to wait right now.

Because it is good to keep the saint by the side of the saint as much as possible. This time, the apostle of love

That’s why you’re taking the time to come here.”

 “ah… .”

At the words spoken, Renee felt a sense of embarrassment for some reason and gently lowered his head.

It was a chatter.

 “I’m sorry for why. Because of me… .”

 “You don’t have to worry. Even if no one else knows, that person, Rohan, goes out to play.

The saint will not even care.”

 a

     oh.”

 An aura of understanding rose above Renee’s expression.

 Vera looked at him and thought.

 It was a fact without an exaggeration in the slightest. After the indefinite wait order was issued, Rohan said

He became a fool and lived in a city near Seongguk, immersed in nightlife.

 He always comes back to the kingdom at sunrise, and he stumbles in his drink.

 It was a good thing for Vera that the most vigilant human went out like that.

However, at Rohan’s pathetic look, Bargo’s mouth was sighing more and more day by day.

All.

 “I’m a person who doesn’t have any good things about getting close.”

 Renee could not refute the words this time.

“That••• Well, yes.”

 Renee’s head dropped down. It was by understanding. Even if Renee goes, Lo

Han was a person who needed a lot of improvement in his lifestyle.

 “Let me go in now. It’s time for dinner.”

 “Ah yes.”

 Renee trembled at Vera’s hand, which fell on her hand, and then got up.

turned on

 slow walking gait. Vera, as always, made Renee’s

I was walking at her slow pace.

 Renee felt elated for some reason that he was walking at his own pace, so he licked his lips.

Bringing up a smile, suddenly in my mind I felt the door of Run fill up.

 ‘After that… .’

 Vera will soon become an adult. She’s only 1 year old, she was born in winter, she heard, so she’s this winter

When you do, you will be of an age where you can legally enjoy entertainment.

 So, in the next four months, I can go out drinking Verado.

to be.

Close-!

 Rene’s body hardened at the thought of him.

 “Lady?”

 Vera’s call. However, Renee’s head is blown away by the thoughts that come to mind and the worries that follow.

I got caught and couldn’t answer him.

 ‘what if… .’

 If she were to go to the nightlife with Vera Rohan. Drinking there all night.

 ‘Woah, a woman… !’

 if you meet

 Creak creak. Renee’s movements became stiff like a kokeshi doll.

 “Lady?”

 The call is heard again. Renee is startled by this and shakes his body, stiffly.

He spoke in a firm voice.

 “Yep!”

 “Where are you uncomfortable?”

“Oh no!”

 Renee answered it like that, and pointed to the cane again and moved on.

 Vera’s words did not continue. Vera silently took her hand and moved her steps.

was crawling

 In that quiet atmosphere, Renee suddenly had a delusion that constantly appeared in his head.

he uttered such words.

 “Knight.”

 “Yes.”

 “Ugh… Does the knight like alcohol?”

 Immediately after saying his words, Renee, who was reflecting on what he had said, suddenly said, “Oops.”

He felt his emotions rise.

 Vera was still a minor. You must not have even tasted alcohol.

 But, without thinking of him, I can’t wait to open my eyes and ask a stupid question that I can’t answer.

Isn’t it done what is he doing now Renee’s eyes filled with a sense of wonder

During this tight cold.

 “I enjoy it to some extent.”

That answer came back. As a matter of course, René’s mouth uttered blank words.

went out

 “•••yes?”

 “I haven’t drank since I came to Seongguk, but before that, I enjoyed it occasionally. special

On days when I couldn’t sleep, I didn’t have enough sleeping pills.”

 For Vera, it was the answer she gave while recalling the events of his previous life. In addition, Vera is herself

It was the answer she did because she did not realize that she was a re-minor.

 Of course, from Ren’s point of view, unaware of such circumstances, it was ‘drinking alcohol until the age of 14’.

I was engrossed in it.’, and Renee’s expression naturally hardened accordingly.

lost.

 “•••is that so.”

 “acute… Saying this reminds me of you again.”

 flinch. Renee’s fingertips trembled. This time, the tremor is so great that even Vera can feel it.

It was.

 “Lady?”

 “No, no. no… .”

Oh my God, Rene was filled with embarrassment. what i just found out

 ‘Rain, delinquent youth… .’

 Horrible people that only exist in big cities. Vera was the delinquent youth.

 her heart thumps. thud. It felt like going down. She felt she didn’t know what she shouldn’t know.

 Of course, she had nothing to do with Vera dating a woman who liked her booze.

but! but! Renee felt upset when he thought of him.

 Kok-. Rene’s hand, which was holding Vera’s hand, gained strength.

 “Uh… Knight?”

 “Yes, tell me.”

 “I don’t like alcohol… .”

 For some reason, I feel nauseous. Talk to Vera in a tone that oozes with it

Now, Vera tilted her head and answered.

 “Yes. If you are addicted to alcohol, you will become like Rohan, so you should always be on the lookout.

is.”

 evil. Renee’s expression brightened. I was depressed. glad All. Going up and down without a break

It’s hard to get tired of the feeling of being rocked, but Renee is happy with the color that comes to mind right away.

I answered Vera’s words with a full.

 “Yes?”

 “Yes, but why are you asking for alcohol all of a sudden?”

 “Yes? Oh, nothing!”

 Just right. The cane touched the ground. Renee walked like that with a smile on her face.

All.

 Vera continued that thought as she saw Renee smiling continuously.

 ‘Do you want to drink?’

 Maybe it’s too early for Renee, who is only fourteen.

called Dunber.

 ‘•••no. You may.’

 Recalling that Renee was just about the age of puberty, he nodded her head slightly.

and I understood.

 Aren’t you at the age where you want to look like an adult? Just curious if it’s a girl that age

It was also right to have

 Vera was worried.

If Renee wants it, should I bring her alcohol, or should I stop doing it?

 After thinking about her for a while, Vera, who made her expression firm accordingly, quickly shook her head.

Her whirlwind stirred her thoughts away.

 ‘It’s up to you to decide.’

 She herself was supposed to follow Renee in her direction.

<Episode 34> Apostle of Love -2

 “He is coming.”

 On the day that the apostle of her love returns to her holy land, in her stead, she comes out to the front gate of the temple and prays for her.

Rene, who was standing on her feet, felt her body stiffen at Vera’s words.

 Two apostles I have never met before. The thought of meeting one of them

was drawn with

 Her condition, Vera, was not as usual. She is similar to Renee, but for a different reason.

 This time, Vera, who had a desire to be a normal person by all means, was far away.

She narrowed her eyes and opened her mouth as he walked by.

 It was to show Renee what the apostle of love looks like.

 “•••You are an old woman.”

The first feature you see. The apostles of love are so big that you can tell at a glance

It was the figure of an old woman who felt the traces of the month.

 to the next.

 “Your impression is boring. Her hair is white, tied up, and her waist is a little

You are bent. The robes don’t have any creases, so it’s probably neat and tidy

You seem to like it.”

 An inference made by examining the outward features as much as possible. At that, Renee shook her head.

He nodded and engraved the words he had heard in his mind.

 “Am I okay now?”

 Isn’t there anything that can be frowned upon? At that question, Vera glanced at her Renee.

He answered it in an insignificant tone.

 “You are beautiful.”

 Heck, Renee’s body trembled.

 “Oh, thank you… .”

 “I was telling the truth.

Renee’s mouth was completely bitten, and Renee felt the words swell in his head as he heard the words.

received

 It must have been said without much thought, but for some reason it sounds different.

it was done

 My mind was confused. The shudder that I thought would be okay if I got used to the castle

The intensity was getting worse as the days went by.

 It would have been better if it was only when we were together. When we’re not together, so

When you stay with Hela in your lodgings, when you eat, when you shower, when you go to bed,

From time to time, Vera came to mind.

 The voices, the hands we held, the conversations we had. They stir her mind.

 Thoughts you can’t control yourself.

 Right now, the training of sacred arts, education on doctrine, and various studies

Even when it’s time to focus on education, it’s not easy because of the thought of Vera.

didn’t

 why are you doing this

 Renee was thinking of such a question about my symptoms.

 “Come here.”

Bargo spit out those words.

 Renee, who had been bowing down at the words he heard, raised his head and turned to the front. of love

Apostle. she must have come Realizing him, his body hardened by the rising tension.

it started.

 The answer came while Rene, stiff and stiff, began to clench his lips.

It was.

 “Yes, His Holiness is very old.”

 “Only you.”

 “Heh heh, I’m not as bad as His Holiness. Take the word.”

 friendly conversation.

 Vera, who was holding Renee’s hand and watching him, widened her eyes at the conversation she heard.

The crab she made.

 Isn’t it surprising that that eccentric old man is still standing even after getting into an argument?

 A look I couldn’t even imagine.

 What does the apostle of love do?

will it

At the question that came to her, Vera’s expression began to take on a strange shape.

 The apostle of love, who was in the midst of a conversation with Bargo, was the one who looked beyond Bargo.

I looked at Ran Vera with a sharp look on Vera’s expression.

 slightly narrowed eyes.

 Immediately after that, Bargo turned his head, and Bargo, who made a ‘ah’ sound,

He leaned over to his side and spit his words out towards Renee.

 “Saint, greet you. This is Theresa, the apostle of love.”

 “Ah, hello!”

 Rene bowed her head deeply in response to Bargo’s words and greeted them.

 The surprise that Vera felt was also felt by René. he is anyone but himself

It’s really surprising that Bargo, who didn’t respect Edo, treats people with respect.

Isn’t it luck?

 Rene, who had a shy expression on her face at the thought that came to her, bowed her head, and suddenly

The apostle of love, Terry Saga, who came to her Renee, took Renee’s hand and slowly she

She raised her upper body and spit her words out.

 “Nice to meet you. saint. You don’t have to be so polite.”

loose fish. Theresa said, looking at Renee’s face with her head raised.

，She was saying that.

 “What a beautiful girl you are. If you grow up a little more, you will bend the hearts of men in the world

I can catch you.”

 Words spoken with laughter.

 Renee spit out an awkward laugh at those words, and then walked towards Vera.

focused on the

 This, too, was an unconscious response.

 Teresa blinks her eyes for a moment at Renee’s strange reaction.

Seeing Vera at the end of the crying direction, she made an “ah” sound and continued.

 “You must be the drug. I heard her a lot. Are you very mischievous?”

 “•••It is absurd.”

 Vera responded with a wrinkled expression on her face when she heard her words, and then bowed her head.

 “It’s Vera.”

 “Yeah, nice to meet you.”

Vera heard the laughter ringing in her ears, and what the hell she said about herself

Since she first met her, she felt that her doubts arose as to whether she had heard this kind of sound.

 Teresa sees Vera bowing her head and bowing her head, then looking at Renee again.

She narrowed her eyes and let out her smile.

         99

 “Hmm… .

 Such a sound came out of her mouth, and Teresa threw her gaze at Vera again.

uttered those words in her playful tone.

 “You look really tall. He looks pretty good for a Sado.”

 “It’s overrated.”

 “What, whatever you think.”

 Theresa said that and looked at Renee’s expression.

 Frowning her body, paying more attention to Vera.

 Teresa at a glance found out in What does that reaction mean?

 The smile on Teresa’s lips widened. Laughter flows out of my mouth in a happy mood

come.

 ‘Probably… .’

This vacation seemed like it was going to be a good one.

 峪

 After greeting Theresa, Ren entered the conference room of the Great Hall of Fame and was side by side with Vera.

He sat and remained silent.

 Theresa said Bargo and this are going to cause her and she was absent for a while.

 In the quiet atmosphere, Renee saw the words Terissa had just said swirling around in his head.

felt.

 – You look so handsome.

 The words used to criticize Vera’s appearance, that’s what lingered in her mind.

 Come to think of it, Renee didn’t know what Vera looked like until now.

All.

 She can’t see her, so it’s only natural, but everyone else’s appearance is Vera

Please explain in detail. Considering what you can draw to some extent, this is the only

It’s just that he doesn’t know Vera’s face.

 René, who realized him and started to moan without realizing it, was like, ‘How can I do this?

Shall I ask?’ she felt full.

••• In fact, she was okay to ask, but when she treats Vera, she is particularly stupid.

Renee, who has become a grown man, cannot think of him, and he dares to come up with an excuse like this.

    it was doing

     No, he would have made an excuse if he had just come up with the option to ask.

•

    What will she do if Vera wonders when he asks himself a question like this? she herself

What should she do if she thinks she has a different heart? It is because of such concerns.

    Renee thought that she did not have a rational affinity for Vera.

    There may be several reasons for this, but the biggest one was that.

    René had never had a crush on the opposite sex, so this feeling

It would be fair to say that he doesn’t realize he’s a crush.

    The more the troubles continue, the more the head bows down. tightly closed eyes.

    Around that time, Renee’s condition was becoming strange enough to be seen in his eyes.

     “Lady? Where are you?”

    Those words came out of Vera’s mouth.

Rene was startled by the words she had heard, and raised her head in a flash and gave out a loud answer.

All.

 “no!”

 Similarly, the appearance is reminiscent of an Ottogi that is tilted to the floor and jumps up.

 Renee answered so, trembling, shaking his fingertips, and then said, ‘Close your eyes and ask.

Come on!&quot; he thought to his lips and gently licked his lips.

 “Knight.”

 “Yes, tell me.”

 “What does the knight look like?”

 drop. Vera’s movements stopped. Renee’s expression hardened even more.

 Vera heard the words, and then until then, she had never revealed her appearance to Renee.

Realizing that he hadn’t told me anything, he thought of ‘Oops’.

 How uncomfortable would that be? It’s hard not to know the face of the person you spend almost every day with.

Did it come with great discomfort?

 Vera lifts her heart lamenting over her own absurd mistake, and Renee

The crab spit out an apology.

“sorry. I was too short to tell you.”

 “Yes Yes?”

 Renee felt a rush of embarrassment. No, why is this reaction coming back?

is it.

 While a bewildered expression was created on Renee’s face at the thought that came to his mind, Vera

He took Garnet’s hand and placed it over her own cheek.

 “Hey!”

 rattle. Rene, who was moved by the touch of his hand, stiffened and froze.

status logo gone out of business

 “Lady?”

 “Extreme, extreme, extreme… .”

 Unfinished words popped out. Renee woke up, uh

It was after some time.

 It didn’t come back completely. Sensation of skin transmitted through the palm of your hand

At a glance, the accident was still half-broken.

Vera slowly tilted her head as she watched René slowly stabilize her breathing.

Everything was soon spoken.

 “You can touch it however you like. If you have any questions, I will answer them

It is.”

 For Barra, the words she said while remembering René from her previous life stroking her face.

 However, this also had the opposite effect.

 Touch as you like.

 At those words, Renee felt a fireball descending inside him.

 A word that is too stimulating for a girl in her prime.

 Renee clenches her mouth and creaks her body like a broken machine, barely breaking her mind.

She turned and nodded her head.

 “Yes, yes… !”

 the way you want. the way you want. the way you want.

 The words began to fill her mind. Dry saliva at the back of the throat

was slipping over.

Vera’s hand, which had been placed on the back of her hand, fell. Renee felt him, and

He stroked Hibera’s cheek.

 She was a little rough, but warm and soft.

 “That, uh… What color is her skin color, Vera?”

 “I know you are paler than the others. sunny from her childhood

Living in a town that doesn’t cost money seems to be the way to go.”

 As her words continued, Vera’s voice reconciled to a ringing and climbed up her palm.

All.

 It felt like her electric current was flowing through her spine.

 White skin. In Renee’s head, warm cheeks and white skin were drawn.

 “Yeah, that’s right… .”

 As she continued her words, she moved her hand up a little, this time with the tip of her thumb, raising her eyelashes.

lost

 “Oh, sorry.”

 “no.”

 Vera’s eyes closed. Her eyelashes tickled her thumbs as she sat down on her eyelids.

Renee felt her body tremble at that sensation again, and this dry saliva

He swallowed and spat out the question.

 “Hey, what color are your eyes?”

 “I know it’s gray. I’ve never looked into it in detail, so the definitive answer

Sorry for not being able to do this. I will find out again when I return today.”

 “Oh, no! You don’t have to do that!”

 it’s gray

 On the sloppy drawing, slightly sharp eyes and gray eyes were drawn.

 Because Vera, whom René knew, was a delinquent teenager, she had such a sharp impression.

It was.

 It may not have been intentional, but as a result the

Vera was being made in a form that resembled reality quite a bit.

 Her thumb, which climbed up over her eyelids, this time fumbled across her eyebrows. straight ahead

outstretched eyebrows. And the bangs hanging over those eyebrows.

 “What color is your hair?”

  Black.

Black hair and straight eyebrows were added to the picture in his head.

 ‘I thought it was yellow.’

 This is out of the ordinary.

 With that thought in mind, Renee sweeps Vera’s face, then much more than her own.

Sweep the high and straight nose bridge and follow the jaw line to shape the picture in your head.

During the dungeon, he suddenly felt his hand stop.

 The last part I haven’t checked so far.

 ‘Hey, the mouth… .’

 Lips.

 I stopped at the thought that I had to get my hands on it.

 thud. thud. My heart started beating. My throat, which had been cramping all day, started working again.

All.

 little by little, very little With a lean movement, his thumb ran down his cheek.

 Her palms were burning.

 René didn’t know if it was Vera’s fever, or his or her own fever.

So, the thumb that was moving suddenly went into a hole.

 Mukkeng-.

 touched her lips.

 rattle. Surprised, Renee took off her hand that had been placed on Vera’s face and threw it away.

He replied richly.

 “Hey, up to here!”

 “How was it helpful?”

 “Yes Yes. yes! Now I think I know! thank you!”

 Words that come out quickly. Renee said so, licked his lips and clenched his fists.

He sat in an upright position, clenched his fists, and stiffened his body in that state.

 Vera tilted her head at that figure again, followed Renee and made a correct posture.

All.

 thud. thud.

 Renee’s heart is beating like it’s about to explode. Maybe Vera can hear it too.

With a timid heart, he continued to remain silent.

<Episode 35> The apostle of love -麷

 As soon as Teresa enters the meeting room, the awkward atmosphere she feels, René and Vera

looked at

 They are looking straight ahead with the same look.

 Naturally, such a question arose.

 “What are you doing?”

 Renee and Vera’s gazes turned to Teresa at the same time, and Vera lowered her head slightly.

He greeted her, and Renee shrugged his shoulders in amazement.

 Theresa burst out laughing at the two opposing reactions, then walked slowly.

He sat across from the two of them.

 “Mi Anhehe, it’s been a while since I’ve been here, so there was something to talk about.”

 “Oh no!”

Renee answered in a loud voice, and then shrugged his shoulders, recalling the thought of ‘Oops’.

sore

 Teresa felt a laugh spurt out of the sight again, and shifted her gaze.

He looked at Ram in turn.

 “Hmm… .”

 At the end of her gaze, Vera was looking worriedly at René, who had withdrawn, and Renee rubbed her eyes.

His cheeks were blushing as he wrapped his strings.

 In Teresa’s eyes, she could see the pink energy that was welling up from Renee.

 ‘It’s unrequited love.’

 could see at a glance.

 Theresa’s power is the ability to see emotions as colors. It’s an unrefined feeling

It was the ability to see more clearly.

 A girl’s clumsy first love doesn’t know how to hide herself

thing seemed right.

 For some reason, Teresa felt her willingness to fill her, and turned to Renee.

She opened her mouth to the sun.

“Lady. I heard that she is being trained in divine arts by Trevor. right

ji?”

 “Ah yes!”

 “I will look after you for the next month. I teach better than Trebo

there.”

 sudden declaration. At that, Renee tilted her head and thought of her worries.

 “uh… . Are you okay? Well, if Trevor is offended… .”

 The worry that came to mind because Trevo was so kind and nice to me. Theresa listens to him

All of them, she smiled and nodded her head.

 “Am, don’t worry. The guy who said he had time to spare and would like it

Ini.”

 sharp judgment. Vera thought so.

 She actually had a long thought of her that she could come up with if she knew Trevor. that crazy maniac

The fact that Lee is engrossed in research and goes out of his way is something everyone knows

because it was true

 The reason Renee doesn’t know him is because of Vera’s ‘education’.

Trevor didn’t show such a frenzy in front of Ren, so Renee didn’t like it.

I didn’t know Trevor’s personality like that.

 Teresa looked at Vera who nodded her head slightly. After that, Le is helpless

After looking at you, he added those words in a tone full of laughter.

 “Don’t worry about anything. Trevor he’s the guy, I’ve seen him since he was the size of a pea.

He knows you well, and when it comes to teaching, he is more confident than anything else. tell me what

Shall I He’s the guy I raised even after wearing it.”

 Vera widened her eyes at the words she heard.

 who taught Bargo.

 It was then that I understood something. The reason why Bargo was kind to Theresa. In addition

One reason theresa is so confident.

 In addition, such greed rose in Vera’s heart.

 “Can I ask you to learn with me?”

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 “Yes?

 Vera received Teresa’s gaze toward her and continued with that.

 “I felt like I was approaching the limit of self-studying the divine arts.”

It wasn’t an empty word, it actually was. Self-study had its limits. can be beaten with persimmon

The part that was there had to go through the old evening and I had to dig into the theoretical part.

 She came at just the right moment. With that thought in mind, Vera waited for an answer.

, her body trembled in response to Teresa’s reply that she heard immediately after.

 “You can’t.”

 word of refusal.

 “May I ask why?”

 “Education is only for Saints, and in the meantime, go somewhere else.”

 It was an unfamiliar word. Vera’s expression hardened at that, and Renee’s face hardened.

Yuron’s embarrassment rose.

 She has to get away with Vera.

 It was the embarrassment that arose in that fact. I feel anxious for some reason. Accordingly, Ren

The look of restlessness on his face was getting stronger.

 Theresa looked at her face and continued to worry, making a ‘hmm’ sound, and then

so wedged

 “It interferes with the use of power.”

Power. I will use him to teach. It must have been with that intention.

 Vera wanted to shoot her, but in her plight, she didn’t know the power of her love.

She recalled her thought that if she stood up and shot it, she would never find it, and then she shook her head.

Thanks to her, she expressed her understanding.

 “•••All right.”

 “Yeah, let’s hear it, they say they’re good on their own, but I’m just so anxious about nothing.”

 “I’m sorry.”

 “I’m sorry.”

 drag. A laugh escaped Teresa’s lips.

 “Now, how about starting education the day after tomorrow?”

 “Ah yes!”

 The answer I gave to the question that was rushed in like a rush.

 Rene recalled the thought that for some reason things seemed strange,

nodded the dog.

 *

Two days later, the vacant lot in front of the hut.

 Vera wiped the sweat from her face with a towel and looked around.

 “Turn it off…”

 “Ugh… 99

 The identities of Inyoung, who are lying all over the place, are the twins and Rohan.

 They were called for ‘education’, which they decided to do on a regular basis someday. lee le

I had to be away from you, so I was in the middle of ‘educating’.

 “Stop getting up. The battle is not over yet.”

 Rohan, who was lying on the floor, trembled at the words he heard and looked at Vera.

All.

 ‘What is Dalian!’

 Isn’t it just stress relief? Rohan looked smart. sword towards yourself

Vera, who swung her arms and raised laughter! Beat the twins and whistle

Dun Vera!

 It was embarrassing. I was sad and sad, but… .

 ‘Having a strong and dirty three… !’

There was no one here to listen to the cries of the weak.

 Rohan, who had been trembling slightly in the rising anger, quickly shifted his gaze and moved to a tree in the distance.

Eyes looking at Trevor hiding behind was made into a triangle.

 “Child, don’t Trevor ‘Dalian’?”

 “I don’t.”

 “why!”

 jump! A horse shot by raising the upper body.

 Vera looked at it and thought about it for a while, then spit out such an answer.

 “Son… . No, I felt that there was no point in fighting, so I left him out.”

 hand taste. I was just trying to say that it was definitely hand taste.

 Rohan rolled his eyes at Trevor at the word passed.

 It was very unfortunate for Rohan, but it was so from Vera’s point of view. Trevo is two

There is nothing to be heard Water that does not have the minimum physical ability to compete

Ron, you didn’t even taste the beat.

 All he had is madness, a stale grade with no presence, no physical abilities, and no taste to be beaten.

For Vera, that was Trevo.

 Vera saw Trevor smiling and laughing from behind a tree in the distance, and then looked away.

She sighed and opened her mouth.

 “Come on, let’s go back to resting. Twins. You too, get up.”

 The twins’ bodies trembled.

 I tried to pretend to be dead, but Vera was relentless.

 The twins, Krek and Marek, pouted their lips and uttered such grumbling words.

 “I am only kind to Mrs. Vera. This is gender discrimination.”

 “As Rohan said. Vera water buffalo.”

 ” hey!”

 Rohan’s call. Rohan shakes his body at Marek’s words and breaks into a cold sweat, Heal

He glanced at Vera’s complexion.

 Her gloomy eyes set deeper and looked like the eyes of a dead man. the eyebrows

She lifted her up slightly, and a smirk was flowing from her mouth.

 “Did Rohan say that?”

Ask the twins. The twins nodded to him and added his words.

 “ said Rohan. Just looking at a Vera woman makes her eyes go round.”

 “That’s right, Lohan said Vera would be screwed over by her woman.”

 “no! no! no! I didn’t say that!”

 Rohan muttered out his voice as if he was trying to fix it, but nevertheless

he was feeling

 ‘It’s fucked up!’

 There was no hole for her to escape.

 Tub.

 Vera’s footsteps echoed in Rohan’s ears.

 squeak squeak. The thing that filled Rohan’s view with her head raised was a neck that soared high into the sky.

it was a sword

 Rohan closed his eyes and prayed that he would wake up today. at night though

He wished he could go for a drink.

 what followed.

Whoops-!

 It was a light hitting sound.

 峪

 For a long time, Vera was working with the other apostles.

 Renee sat facing Teresa who had come to her dormitory and smiled awkwardly.

It was.

 “Uh… .Well, shall we begin?”

 “Okay. Can you show me just how much you have learned?”

 “Ah yes!”

 Renee nodded his head broadly at Teresa’s words, and brought his hands together in front of his chest.

He demonstrated the elemental sake he had been practicing.

 As this is the first place to be presented, I am most confident.

 Whoops-.

 Above Renee’s hand, a bonfire appeared.

 subsequent worries.

‘•••Is it all right?’

 I was worried because I couldn’t see the results with my own eyes.

 Usually, when En Vera saw her results, she gave her evaluations, so she wasn’t worried.

However, as she is now, because Vera is not by her side, her anxiety soars.

 Maybe she’s just made up her mess of shit.

 Renee, who had raised his anxious mind at the rising anxiety, erased the anxiety.

Recalling her praise that Vera gave to her for the sake of it, a sudden happening two days ago

He thought of them together and made his cheeks red.

 A sense of equanimity that shakes in a natural way. the bonfire he made Fast-! hagos

He collapsed, and Renee’s body trembled at the sound.

 Teresa looked at Renee in embarrassment, her face blushing, and shook his head.

All.

 ‘•••Severe.’

 Well, it made sense. He himself did not live in such a feeling when he was at his age.

did you

 The sweetness of her first love did not fade even after so many years.

“I’m sorry, but her concentration has been shattered… .”

 “What do you have to be sorry for? It’s strange to be good at a car I’ve only learned for a month or two

easy.”

 “still… .”

 “You are doing well, Mrs. Well, did I say? where I am now dispatching

Do you know where this is?”

 Renee tilted his head at the words handed to him, then shook his head and answered.

 “Uh, no. I haven’t heard it yet.”

 “Academy. The Telon Academy over there in the northeast.”

 “ah! There I know!”

 Telon Academy, a place Renee knew.

 No, he couldn’t have known. The continent’s most famous, talented people from all over the continent are gathered here.

Inda was at the academy , so even if it was Renee who lived in a rural area ,

You know that name.

 Renee continued speaking, recalling a slightly startled feeling at the thought that came to mind.

 “That’s great. I heard that the professors were also arguing there.”

“Those who awaken the divine power are everywhere. support to the kingdom

Cheong came in. Oh, of course, I didn’t go as a priest. rank of priest

entered into.”

 “iced coffee… .”

 “Why do I say this, I say that St. Mary learns very quickly.

I did it because I wanted to Even if the students there missed a semester, they reached the level of a saint.

I can’t go up.”

 An answer with a smile. Rene, feeling embarrassed by that, scratched her cheek.

bowed his head.

 “Boo, I’m embarrassed… .”

 “Be confident. You are quite talented.”

 “yes.,,

 Theresa smiles again as she sees Renee answering with a bright smile.

， She then reached out her hand and took Renee’s hand.

 Startle. Renee, who was shaking his hand, soon realized that the overlapped hand belonged to Theresa.

it was cold

 “Now, the education I will be teaching is through the power of authority.”

“If you have the power… .”

 “The power of love. It’s the power to connect each other.”

 A month was a short time. Teresa, in this short period of time, Renee’s breakthrough

The idea was to teach Renee in the most efficient way possible, so that he could grow.

 “I use my power to connect each other’s divinities, and in that state, if I use holy art, that movement

It is something the saint can feel. The saint remembers that feeling.

Go, after the demonstration is over, she’ll just have to follow him. Did you understand?”

 “Ah yes!”

 “Don’t worry about whether the demonstration will fail. I correct the wrong part

I will give you.”

 It was said in a calm tone.

 Renee felt a sense of relief in her stomach for some reason at the words handed to her, and nodded her head.

it was thanks

 “Come on, let’s get started.”

 Woo woo-.

With a low vibration, Renee could feel something tickling in his stomach.

felt.

 Some kind of warm feeling.

 Then, Teresa’s divine magic was revealed.

<Episode 36> Awakening

 A flower bed in front of the dormitory, behind the 巉巉.

 Vera was sitting on a bench next to Renee, spending time, and suddenly she asked such a question.

It was.

 “How about class?”

 Words that I hadn’t heard about classes for a while.

 Renee was taken aback by the sudden words. I’m surprised, I’m shaking, one step late

Realizing that Vera was asking herself a question, she was quick to answer.

 “Oh, good! Theresa is really good at teaching.”

 bean. bean. Even as she spoke her words, her heart was beating erratically.

 After all, she never brings her up first, Vera brings up the topic of conversation first.

That’s what I thought it was.

The emotion that René herself judges to be pleasure, and if Teresa saw it, she said that it was excitement.

It was a feeling

 Renee, for some reason, wants to continue talking for a longer time on the topic that Vera raised first.

Recalling that, he continued speaking with a face tinged with flowers.

 What came out was a clear, blooming tone.

 “The power that Theresa-sama uses was very helpful.”

 “The power to connect each other. Is that correct?”

 “yes! With that, Theresa-sama and me are connected, and in that state, Theresa-sama is able to practice divine magic.

When you use it, you can feel how the divine works. Well… . So, I’m the divinity

It felt like I was drinking.”

 “That’s a little strange.”

 “Is that right? Oh, can I show you? That’s what I’ve been learning.”

 “It is an honour.”

 “What an honor that is.”

 puff. A laugh escaped Renee’s lips.

Renee burst into laughter at Vera’s harsh response, and then quickly moved her hand forward.

Stretching out, she released her divinity.

 “It’s healing. They said it was good to learn from this.”

 “Yes, it is probably the best way to utilize the vitality of the divine power itself.”

 Vera responded so much to Renee, and kept the sight of the pure white divinity arranged.

I saw.

 The divinity that spread like a mist turned into a halo at Renee’s fingertips.

It looks like he is swimming with his fingertips.

 Vera’s eyes widened at him and exclaimed.

 “It’s amazing. The level of completion is quite high for what you have learned over the past week.”

 “What? Thanks to Theresa-sama.”

 Hehe, the answer with a smile.

 Vera hears the answer, and the power of love is definitely an excellent power in terms of education.

recalled her thoughts.

 ‘Your Holy Spirit is worthy of your respect.’

 Seeing this in person, she was impressed.

‘Perhaps it is a mechanism for educators to share the experiences they have accumulated.’

 Sharing the senses means putting the skills that the educator has honed throughout his life to the body of the trainee.

It was like saying you hit him directly.

 In other words, it is possible to pass on a concentrated experience in a short period of time.

 The versatility was excellent. The ability to be called the realm of power.

 however.

 ‘•••It is an ability that cannot be used in war.’

 The reason why Teresa didn’t go to the front line after the demon lord’s call in her last life is

It was the ability to understand.

 The ability to grab a person and quickly raise them to a higher level is a long one,

In a battlefield where people die to the level that they will be washed away with a slight twist, filial piety

It was a skill that could not be used legally.

 No matter how much you grow to a higher level, if you go to the battlefield and die, you start from the beginning.

Shouldn’t we have to raise another staff again?

 ‘Efficiency is low.’

It’s good to stand on the battlefield, but it’s not enough without it. no need to write

it was ability.

 spreading accidents. As Vera shuts her mouth accordingly, silence sets in the space.

it started.

 Renee, who was in the midst of demonstrating the divine arts, was suddenly caught up in the quiet atmosphere again.

Sensing this tickling, he achieved the divine with a shy face.

 “Uh… . So far!”

 “Oh, that was great.”

 “Hehe… .”

 It was a compliment I heard all the time, but for some reason, it was a compliment I heard every time.

 Renee’s hand rested on his thigh for nothing. fussing around, then it’s quiet again

Disliked the atmosphere, he recalled the topic of conversation in his head.

 What should I say? What topic should I bring up for a long conversation?

 Renee, who was worried like that, had nothing to come to mind, and his head was getting hot.

As he continued his worries, he spit out the words that came to his mind.

 Oh right! Knight.”

“Yes, tell me.”

 “What is the driver doing during my class?”

 Vera’s gaze turned to Renee.

 He gently lowered his head and clasped his hands, waiting for an answer.

 what are you doing

 Vera honestly couldn’t come up with that answer.

 Isn’t it? Day by day he called the other apostles to thresh

It is impossible to say everything.

 Vera thought for a while, then came up with an answer, and then touched his lips.

 “I am committed to personal training.”

 In fact, it was not so wrong. However, it was just a little bit of packaging.

 First of all, as each threshing takes the form of ‘Dalian’, it is a part of swordsmanship training.

Isn’t it possible to see

 “Aha… !”

 Renee nodded at the words he heard.

“The knight is very diligent.”

 “It’s natural. To become a person worthy of a saint, you have to do this quietly.

I know I have to pay.”

 Heck, Renee’s shoulders shook.

 ‘In addition…!’

 And say it like this Saying such vague words to make me misunderstand you in a strange way

is to do

 of course! Although he knows that doesn’t mean it’s weird! no one will hear this

How about it! Could it be that there is doubt between us?

 Rene’s cheeks reddened at the thought that came to mind.

 Thoughts that came to mind without being conscious. That’s why he couldn’t even look deeply into himself.

were thoughts

 All Renee could do was avoid the embarrassment of the emotions that came up with her thoughts.

just raising it.

 “Lady?”

 “Yeah!”

The answer is by raising your head.

    The voice came out with a ‘beep-.’

    Renee closed his eyes tightly because he resented himself for appearing like an idiot again.

•

    “Mommy, a sore throat is coming… .”

    Suddenly, those words came out of my mouth.

    峪

    The same night, Renee’s dorm.

    Renee sighed as she leaned back against the bedside of his bed.

    Naturally, it was because of her body that didn’t listen and eat when she was with Vera.

    It’s frustrating because I can’t figure out why I’m being so selfish, no matter how much I worry about it.

Only one heart was growing day by day.

    Tuk, tuk, he grabbed and patted the pearl-fed quilt.

    Hela, who was watching Renee’s bed, tilted her head to see Renee like that.

‘ she asked a question.

“Sister, why are you like this?”

 “yes? Oh, I think her thighs are tangled.”

 It’s a lie you can’t even put saliva on her mouth.

 Immediately after Renee gave that answer, when dealing with Hela, why did she feel so comfortable next to Vera?

I avoid frustration again by thinking about whether I am running wild only when I am in

wow raised

 Hela sees Ren pounding her thigh and answering her, then heh

He opened his mouth and spoke.

 “Can I give you a massage?”

 “yes?,,

 “It’s not a massage. Since then, every massage has made me feel good.”

 “Uh… .”

 A serious answer to a roughly made-up statement.

 Renee felt a prick in her conscience at Hela’s answer, and removed the blanket that was covering her.

He groaned and nodded her head.

 “Boo, I beg you.” “Yes, excuse me.”

 Hela climbs up on her bed, puts her hand on Renee’s thigh and moves cautiously

she started to cry

 “My father was like that. If I had become a masseuse, I might have become the best on the continent.

Say it.”

 cackle. Renee responds with an awkward smile as he feels the pressure on his thighs.

paid

 “Yeah, that’s right. It’s definitely cool.”

 The words that I spit out in bewilderment in the midst of being stabbed. Immediately afterward, Hela’s words continued once again.

lost.

 “Since the saint is still young, she needs to take good care of her body. If you overdo it from now on, you will be discharged

It may not be able to develop into

 Words that are also heard as nagging. However, it was a word of her own affection.

 While Renee burst into laughter at the words that followed, Hela said, ‘You are stupid’.

For some reason, I feel that my nerves are rushing to the words “development” and such questions.

spit out

 “Hella?”

“yes.”

    “Uh… do I look that young?”

    bean. bean. My heart was pounding with tension.

    I was afraid that the word ‘yes’ would come out. I didn’t like it for some reason.

•

    Hela looked her up and down in response to the question posed to her, and continued her worries while ‘hmm’

I went and spit out the answer.

    “It’s refreshing.”

    “yes?,,

    “It’s fresh.”

    tilt. Renee’s head tilted.

    So you look young? Does she look mature?

    It was an ambiguous answer rather than a cool answer.

    Rene, who has been crumpled here and there, with this broken expression on her face, tries to ask the question again.

He nodded, remembering that asking a question might seem suspicious.

it was

“Aha… .”

 Unanswered questions were making Renee even more tormented.

 峪

 The next day, the outdoor garden.

 Renee was waiting for Theresa, sitting blankly with her eyes closed.

 ‘•••long time no see.’

 How long have you been alone here?

 Since I came to Seongguk, I’ve always been with someone, so it’s a quiet atmosphere.

It felt awkward for some reason.

 Renee is the warm sun, the cool breeze that blows, and the rustle

While Lee was spending so much time listening to the sound of grass, he felt the comfort that filled his stomach.

raised a smile.

 That thought popped into my mind.

 Sooner or later, he became so used to Seongguk that he was able to enjoy his time alone.

 He got used to a place that was only unfamiliar.

a little over two months.

 Renee was so accustomed to walking around the dormitory by herself, that she could hear only the sound of footsteps.

This made it possible to distinguish between those whom we meet frequently.

 Renee, who shed a ‘sick’ smile at the thought that came to his mind, was proud of himself.

He felt this rising.

 Isn’t it? She got used to being called a saint before she knew it.

there was.

 She still thinks that she is not good enough to be called that, but she has a sense of rejection.

it was no longer felt.

 What could be called the development of a long family.

 Renee thought.

 ‘It could have been… .’

 It was possible with Vera’s help.

 Of course, everyone in Seongguk was taking care of and helping him, but Renee nonetheless.

Among them, if he had to pick the person who helped him the most, he would choose Vera.

 Isn’t it?

Vera always treated her with utmost respect and always stood by her side with a consistent attitude.

She becomes her own strength in her own right.

 Suddenly, what had happened to Vera flashed through Renee’s mind.

 I met him for the first time in Remeo. From the moment, the raid that occurred on the way to Seongguk together, Seongguk

The hand that held and moved his hand since he came, and the voice that digs into his ear

lee.

 and… .

     ‘this person… .’

 Lips.

 On the day Teresa returned to the Holy Land, in the conference room, touching his face,

The lips that touched the tip of the dignified thumb.

 As I recalled my thoughts in full swing, I felt that the touch came back to life.

 Renee felt his head bursting out.

 His hands were creaking and brushing his stretched thumbs.

 For some reason, he was having trouble breathing, and he was ‘breathing’ and holding his breath.

 Beans. Beans. I could feel my heart beating all over my body.

Another chaotic accident. As a result, Renee’s skin couldn’t get any more red.

It was on the rise with

 Moments later, Teresa was walking after seeing Renee from afar and saw a sight before her eyes.

He chuckled, chin, and exhaled.

 ‘This… .’

 His eyes narrowed.

 At the end of his gaze, he saw Renee, all wrapped in pink energy.

 ‘•••It is not easy.’

 Theresa shook his head.

<Ep 37> Awakening

 PAS.S.-.

 “ah… .”

 The divinity that had risen above Renee’s hand was disturbed.

It was full of

 Renee had lost his concentration and felt ashamed that he failed his divine magic.

Thinking about it, he said that to Theresa.

 “I’m sorry. I can’t do it today… .”

 “What do you have to be sorry for? There is no one to say that you fail today.

Well, I want you to eat comfortably.”

 Theresa smiled and said that, then looked at Renee’s complexion.

 To be precise, I looked at the emotions that came up from Renee.

Very dark pink.

 ‘How come the days go by… .’

 was getting more intense. At first, feelings that were only fresh are becoming more and more fresh.

It is being transformed into something on the top.

 Theresa was able to guess to some extent the reason for such a phenomenon. forever

Because I lived by stealing the emotions of others, I couldn’t be ignorant of it.

 ‘•••You are turning away.’

 He is denying his own feelings. No, I don’t understand what you say

That would be right.

 I don’t know Renee completely, but Renee, whom I’ve seen for the past few weeks, is still a clumsy girl.

Since he was strong as a character, saying that he was in denial was useless.

 Theresa’s eyes narrowed.

 In general, the position of a bystander is that it is not right to interfere with other people’s relationships.

It was Theresa standing in the

The way she was grunting was something that was hard to see even for Theresa.

 ‘Hmm… .’

ensuing trouble.

 I wanted to help. But, how to tell him, things are coming

Each time it came with a problem.

 It was not the right thing to do to show that feeling directly. emotions

It was up to the master of that feeling to do it.

 What he has to do is to make Renee feel a little more comfortable.

What you can do as

 ‘•••That’s right.’

 It’s supposed to give you direction.

 After thinking about it, Teresa’s mouth came to a very good-looking water that popped into her mind.

With a smile on her face, she spoke to Renee.

 “Lady.”

 “Ah yes.”

 “Well, what are you worried about?”

 Renee flinched at the words he heard.

 “uh… :

Worry. Of course there was. Because of that worry, my head was complicated all day. An accident happened.

It was only going by scent.

 should i say this is it correct to say Anywhere alone is the problem of this

Is it right to talk?

 I always think I should do my own thing, try to do it

It was a hesitancy that appeared on the whole Renee.

 Of course, hesitancy that can be frustrating for the other party.

 However, fortunately, Teresa felt frustrated by such a thing, and was kind enough to push Renee.

He wasn’t an introvert.

 How can you say you don’t know such a reaction?

 You have the power you have, you have years of life, and you have the title of a professor at the academy.

Theresa, who is there, knows well how insecure children her age can be.

there was

 Teresa put her hand on Renee’s, and comforted her in a shaky tone.

As if, he spit it out like that.

 “There is no such thing as an old man’s feeling.

Looks sour, I’m just saying this old man might be able to help.”

Renee flinched at the words handed to him, trembled at his fingertips, and continued to ponder, “Knocking,” and then be careful.

He licked his lips.

 “Well, can I get a little help then?”

 “However much.”

 words of permission.

 Renee nodded at him and tried to vomit his words out, but suddenly his words came out of his throat, ‘chin

‘ he felt caught and unable to get out.

 How should I explain this? It was a reaction that came to mind because of that thought.

 procrastination followed again.

 What is your current state? I need to explain this and ask for advice.

Shall I

 It felt like his brain was being messed up.

 No matter how much I thought about it, I couldn’t find the right word.

 Teresa saw Renee licking his lips and narrowing his brow, and said, ‘What a young time.

Me.&quot; He opened his mouth.

 “Hmm… . Can I guess?”

“yes? Ah yes !”

  “Isn’t your heart tightening all of a sudden? Do other things, even if you are idle

When you go, eat, or lie down, your chest tightens for no reason.

Five.”

  “yes! Right!”

  rattle. Renee’s shoulders shook. He didn’t say anything at once like that

Are you going to get a house? As a rising surprise spreads over Renee’s face, Terry

The company’s words continued.

  “Sometimes you will feel like a fireball is sinking inside you. why in my mind

The same picture will be drawn over and over again, and imaginations that are not funny

There will be times when it will be full.”

  “it! That’s it! These days, because of that, I keep getting annoyed… .”

  Renee smiled at the words that followed, and nodded his head broadly.

  A very lively reaction. When Theresa burst out laughing at him, Renee was upset.

He asked the question with a feeling of being open-ended.

  “Wow, how did you know that all at once? I didn’t even tell you… .”

“It’s about age. Also, I’m not teaching children the same age as Mrs.

•”

     “ah… .”

     Rene then remembered that Teresa’s dispatched station was the Telon Academy.

Gon nodded.

     “It is a common problem for children in their dreamy age. still immature

I don’t know myself well because there are so many things I don’t know. So, what are the emotions that come to mind?

There are many cases that I do not know, so I fully understand what the saint is saying.”

     “Boo, I’m embarrassed… .”

     Head falling down in embarrassment.

     As Renee lowered his head like that, he suddenly let out a deep sigh and continued.

     “It’s getting really bad these days. Is there something wrong with your body? where do you live

this changed Why are you doing this?

You say there is no problem.”

     When I felt more comfortable, words that were close to fighting began pouring out.

     The idea that Teresa might know how to resolve this instability.

In any case, René had no shame in speaking so much.

Teresa nodded her head to hear Renee’s grumbling, and remembered my wretched smile.

and answered.

 “Oh, I know. Even among my students, it is not uncommon to see people suffering from such symptoms.

there.”

 “is that so?”

 “Usually it is. Some of them came to me for counseling.”

 the next word. Renee drooled as he listened to him, and then added a question.

All.

 “So, why am I doing this?”

 Why is she in this state now? Asking a question about him, Theresa

He said that in a playful tone.

 “I don’t think that’s something the saint should find out.”

 “yes?,,

 “Isn’t that the feeling of a saint? No matter what I define, that’s for St.

I’m not sure if this is the right answer, so I’m going to be a little more cautious.”

Renee’s expression turned a little fuzzy when he suddenly avoided answering after a while.

All.

 Theresa smiled and continued.

 “If I dare to give you a hint, it comes to mind when you feel that way.

Don’t you have something?”

 “What comes to mind?”

 “I don’t care what it is, whether it’s a thing, or a place, or anything else . . . .”

 a momentary pause.

 Theresa confirmed that Renee’s body was leaning forward little by little.

He finished his speech with a smile.

 “•••A person or something.”

 rattle. Renee shook her body.

 His face began to fill with embarrassment and shame.

 that comes to mind rising person.

 “There is no such word. To find the cause of a problem,

I have to find the unknown. In my judgment, the ‘thing’ that the saint is thinking of right now is depressing.

I think it might be the cause of discomfort.”

 Vera.

 Renee, hearing those words, immediately recalled the name of those two letters.

 thud. thud. My heart started beating heavily.

 The reaction that had been tormenting him the whole time had started again.

 It must have been just a name, but as soon as I remembered the name, it was there.

 His face began to turn red as never before. The body continues to twitch and

I couldn’t stay still.

 Renee felt a surge of embarrassment at the reactions that followed, and immediately clenched his fist.

He held onto it tightly and stuttered.

 “That, that… There is… .”

 The words didn’t come out.

 Renee had the courage to say, ‘When I think of Vera, I feel strange.’

there was no

 Theresa is filled with joy when she sees Renee’s hesitation.

I felt it and spoke.

“The next thing to do is… . right. Once the cause is identified, the cause is now

Why are you making me feel so strange? You should be thinking about it.”

     “why… .”

     “The students I have seen have heard many different reasons. Someone said curiosity

And some said it was longing , and some said it was unpleasant .

•”

     the next word.

     Renee’s mouth shut tight. It was done to bring up the question of ‘why’

It was.

     “Well, there is something surprising.”

     “Is it surprising?”

     “Those who say so much about it are at the end The answer you get will eventually take a similar form

do it.”

     “What is the answer?”

     It was the door of a hurriedly protruding .

Theresa’s face is somewhat impatient, and there’s also a tense face.

Seeing René asking a question in the cave, he smiled and continued.

 “I won’t tell you the answer. Knowing that this ideal is an area that one has to realize

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there is

 “then!”

 was cowardly At least Renee felt that way.

 Theresa pretends to solve the problem, and in the end makes the curiosity stronger.

haven’t you

 Rene, who made the wrinkled look on his face even deeper at the thought that came to him, muttered.

Like a street, he said those words.

 “Then any hints… .”

 It was a particularly uncomfortable moment to not be able to see ahead.

 I don’t know what Teresa is doing right now, so I need to figure out the tone.

But the tone you hear is also very meaningful, isn’t it?

 The moment when the dry saliva passes over the tension.

 Shortly thereafter, Theresa continued to speak.

“Hmm… . Okay, then I’ll give you a quiz.”

 “A quiz?”

 “exactly. I don’t know if the answer to this quiz is an answer that Saint can understand, but my version

For the most part, the answer of St. Mary and the answer of this quiz is likely to be similar.”

 Theresa said so, took a moment to catch her breath, and then continued.

 “It’s the emotion with the most faces in the world. If there are a hundred people, there are a hundred appearances.

It’s a feeling that reminds you of The feeling that makes the world’s most courageous general into a coward

And it is the feeling that makes the underworld a true servant.”

 Renee’s head tilted.

 “The person to whom that emotion is directed also varies. Sometimes friends, sometimes enemies, sometimes raw

It’s a feeling that comes to mind even when you see someone you see for the first time. I rarely discriminate between the opponent and the situation,

It is also a feeling that goes well with any emotion. Therefore, it is a feeling that can be easily misunderstood

easy.”

 Teresa smiles as she sees Renee making a face full of doubts.

she blew

 “It is a very proud feeling, and it is also a feeling that is abject. no reason

It’s a feeling that makes you come to me without any reason and belatedly attach the reason for that feeling.”

Teresa said so, and then asked the question in her laughter-filled tone.

 “Come on, let’s go over here. Well, the next class is in three days, so I can hear the answer then.

Do you?”

 “Oh, I’ll do it!”

 Renee nodded his head in surprise after hearing it blankly

recalled regret.

 An ‘Ahaha’ heart began to fill in me.

 I have no idea what you mean.

 She answered confidently, but she was not confident.

 his head slammed down. His eyes were tightly shut.

 Theresa’s quiz was too difficult for Renee.

<Episode 38> Awakening-3

 Two days later, in the dorm.

 Renee let out a deep sigh as she leaned over to the hands of the attendants. Teresa’s Quie

It’s because I remember

 ‘It’s difficult… .’

 For the past two days, I really wrapped up his head and tried to think about it, but the answer to the quiz is

Even gold didn’t catch on.

 He couldn’t even ask anyone for help.

 •••No, I didn’t have the courage to save.

 Asking others for advice on the answers to this quiz is different.

If you don’t, you’re going to have to confide in your concerns, but how do you get advice about it?

will you go

Renee lets anyone know that he is getting this hurt because of Vera

didn’t want to

 Something Aren’t you ashamed I can’t say for sure why, but I told him

There was definitely a sense of shame that came to mind when I thought about it.

 Due to such personal embarrassment, in the end, I had to bear the worries alone, and the result was

this.

 Renee still didn’t know what Teresa was talking about.

 “It’s done.”

 A word I heard while I was thinking.

 Then Renee put aside the thoughts he had been doing before, and started working with his cane.

crushed

 “thanks. Everyone worked hard.”

 “I think you should leave right away. Vera-sama is outside.”

 Startle. When Vera said that she was waiting, she got out of control again and her body started to twitch.

 Renee recalled the thought that he had a fever for some reason, then nodded his head and then

moved slowly.

*

 The bench in front of the hotel that gets the most sunlight.

 On days when there is no special schedule , at the place where Renee comes and rest , Renee

I thought of Vera, who had been by my side.

 ‘You have a bad complexion.’

 To be precise, Renee’s condition was strange. From the time he left Le Meo, he started seeing little by little.

This strange look has only gotten worse in recent years.

 Naturally, worry crept into Vera’s mind. His gaze carefully ripped out Renee’s face.

I was watching

 Rene, who has been neatly decorated, has a mysterious atmosphere that anyone can say is beautiful.

Vera, who used to be her girl, but who had seen her every day, was a little sulky even among her beauties.

You can feel her ill condition through the corners of her eyes and her lips protruding out.

could

 “Lady. Do you have any uncomfortable places?”

 “yes? Oh, it’s not like that… .”

 A look of surprise appeared on Renee’s face.

I wondered if my insides were clearly visible right now, so the following words

was the form of screaming with my feet numb.

 “Wow, homework! I have a lot of trouble with my homework!”

 words that follow quickly.

 “Oh, is it about Theresa-sama’s class?”

 “yes! He gave me a quiz, but I can’t remember the answer… .”

 Seeing Rene saying that with a shy face called her bestie, she shut her mouth for a moment and pondered.

As she went along, she uttered those words.

 “… Can’t you tell me?”

 Words made out of the desire to help.

 At that, Renee shakes her body in amazement, then panics and utters the word of refusal.

It was.

 “•••it’s okay!”

 Vera is upset when she sees Ren turning her head away from me.

She felt it, and bowed her head.

 “sorry. I said presumptuously:

“No, why is it so… .”

    Renee’s embarrassment intensified.

    When Vera realized she was going to start his ‘sorry bombing’ again, she did.

•

    It’s okay to just say don’t be sorry… I say that now

It’s not easy either.

    Unlike before, her current Renee is the reason why her feelings are shaken.

Lara was definitely aware of that.

    In other words, every word he said to Vera became more careful than before.

All.

    “The saint must have thoughts too, but I didn’t even consider him before speaking out.

I spit it out. Please punish this stupid bastard.”

    “Oh no, that’s… .”

    It was frustrating to the point of going crazy.

    It felt like his head was spinning.

Renee hesitated for a moment, not knowing what to do, then closed his eyes tightly and said,

spit out

 This, too, was uttered out of embarrassment.

 I’m starting to think I’m going to have to stop Vera Throwing things up as they are

It was a losing word.

 “Go, it’s a quiz about emotions! What kind of feelings did Theresa explained?

Find out… .”

 drop-.

 As he continued to speak, Renee, who remembered his embarrassment late, bit his mouth.

 ‘•••Silly!’

 If that’s the case, I’d say, ‘I’m upset because of you’.

 A grievous heart swelled up within him at his own foolish behavior.

 Vera raised her head at the words she heard and looked at Renee with a strangely frowned expression on her face.

All.

 Something about emotions.’

Vera quickly shook her head. Because of the thought that I should help

to be. How could you have called it impatience?

 In the meantime, what have you done since you swore to live for Renee? return to the kingdom

What did you do after you came?

 Aside from the fact that I didn’t have much to do because I had some free time right now,

All he did was stand next to him and follow him, so even in times like this, it’s helpful.

shouldn’t it be

 ‘It was called a quiz.’

 Judging from Renee’s reaction, I don’t think he will tell you about the contents of the quiz, so

It had to be inferred from the given clues.

 Quiz. emotion. Theresa.

 Vera, who was contemplating an answer that could tie him together by combining limited clues,

Soon, I was able to infer the answer more easily than I thought.

 “Lady.”

 “Yes Yes!”

 Renee shook her head and answered Vera’s words. Cold sweat runs down my back

line was flowing.

“I wonder if the answer to the quiz is ‘love’. Theresa is the apostle of love,

The quiz is also about emotions, so I think it’s reliable.”

 drop-.

 Renee stiffened.

 love.

 As soon as that word was put in my ear, all my thoughts stopped and it was like that.

 “Uh, uh… .”

 Renee squeaked out words like a broken machine.

 After a while, the words I finally spit out, even thinking about it myself, would be more foolish than this.

It was a stupid word that made me think that I couldn’t do it.

 “Sa, it wouldn’t be love.”

 cover up and deny it. I wasn’t even sure. Instantly ‘boom’ and kick

It was a word that I gave myself to other strokes.

 “… Is that so? Sorry for not being of any help.”

 “no… .”

Renee’s head bowed.

 What followed was a silence filled with awkwardness.

 峪

 The uncomfortably silent silence continued for over an hour.

All.

 Normally, Renee, who could not stand the atmosphere, would have spoken out of his words, but now

Renee couldn’t afford that.

 love.

 Feelings that might be the answer to the quiz Theresa gave you.

 It was because I didn’t have time to think of anything else because I was thinking of him.

 I try to deny that this is not the case, but no matter how hard I try to think of other emotions,

Your thoughts could not get away from the word ‘love’.

 My face was getting hot all over, and my stomach was churning so much that I couldn’t control it.

impossible state.

 In the midst of all that, if I say that René did what he did, his actions in the past were that ‘love’.

It was just fitting the word.

Even if I try not to remember… If you think about it, it was.

 The heart pounding that came to my mind while holding my hand, and the nervousness that came to my mind while talking. Still

‘Love’ in the moments in the conference room that makes my thumbs up every time I think of it.

It is using the word .

 The thought of ‘what if’ keeps coming up and he can’t stop him.

 do that Although there is still no answer, the reason

For example, for René, love must have been someone else’s story.

 Because he had never pictured himself in love with someone even once in his lifetime,

It was a past that was too desperate to remember, so Renee knows love

couldn’t

 Rather than that, learning the way of the village is to help the dark world at least a little.

I didn’t have time to care about love because drawing in detail was more important.

 The confusion that arises from that.

 While Renee grunted for a long time, Vera’s words covered the space.

 “Lady. Would you like to come in?”

 “yes?”

“The sun is setting soon.

    Renee’s whole body trembled at the words spoken.

    Unbeknownst to me, I had a thought like that in my head.

    ‘•••no.’

    not now I’m so confused right now, as long as I go in like this

I couldn’t even breathe.

    I still had to think more.

    The accident quickly became an excuse.

    An excuse to be together more, to create an end to calm the chaos

•

    “I… !”

    Renee vomited out her head, waving his hand and grabbing Vera’s arm.

    Awk-.

    The hand holding her collar was full of strength.

    “• • •Can I walk in for a bit?”

Fortunately, this excuse turned out to be plausible.

 Vera’s answer came out while Griren continued to breathe in relief.

 “•••As you wish.”

 峪

 Flower beds surrounding the outdoor garden.

 Renee walked there with a blank expression.

 In one hand he held a staff, and in the other, En Vera’s hands overlapped.

 Hard, rough hands. The warmth transmitted through those hands.

 Renee, who felt that all her nerves were taken away by the warmth, became more and more as time passed.

In my mind that was only getting confused, I felt like screaming ‘Peace’.

 Without Vera by her side, she might not really have been. She was so frustrated.

 I don’t quite understand myself who keeps thinking of the word ‘love’, so I

So it was like that.

 Suddenly, Renee remembered her thoughts that Vera hated her.

Even so, my stomach, which was disturbed by Vera, is getting more disturbed by those words.

isn’t it

 Aren’t you hurting yourself by saying something stupid?

 Awk-.

 As the thoughts that came to mind, the strength in her hands was squeezing.

 As the warmth grew, my heart was beating more strongly.

 It was.

 The body continues to react even when you are in denial.

 It was impossible to get out of it.

 No matter how many times I shout, I can’t deny that my stomach is tightening all over and saying it’s right.

there is no

 “Ugh… .”

 A long breath escaped her mouth.

 to him.

 “Lady?

She was always followed by a voice protecting myself.

 thud. And again, my heart started beating wildly.

 “it’s nothing… .”

 barely vomited words.

 After saying that, Renee closed his eyes tightly and thought.

 This was a trick of awareness.

 Ever since I thought of the word love.

 All actions after becoming aware of it are consistent with the word

It has begun to take shape, so what would it be if it wasn’t a gimmick?

 yes, I admit

 If you put the word ‘love’ in your condition, everyone could understand it.

 The curiosity about Vera was of interest.

 having a conversation The beat that was getting stronger was exciting.

 Every time I held his hand, the heat that came up was sadness.

 With the same but different names, they all pointed to one emotion.

Even thinking about it was turning into an embarrassing name.

 In a name that takes away my heart.

 Dare to have a name like that.

 •••In the name of love.

 This heart, which has been in my heart since some time, calls itself by that name

there was.

<Episode 39> Name

 The next day, Renee’s dorm.

 Teresa looked up at Renee, who had a haggard look in her eyes.

 “You look pretty tired.”

 “Ah, I’m a little sleepy… .”

 It wasn’t a stupid word. Dark circles were coming down under my eyes, and what was it?

A sigh escaped his lips as if he was worried.

 However, there is a beauty that does not fade even in the midst of it,

Do you feel it? Terry, who thought it was funny, immediately burst into laughter.

He spit and spit those words out.

 “So, did you get the answer to the quiz?”

 Startle. Renee’s body shook.

A pink energy began to spring up around him again.

 Renee’s head nodded as the energy that soared up to Renee’s whole body.

After it was all covered.

 “yes… .”

 It was a tone that trembled slightly, something that could be called shyness.

 Renee licked his lips, choosing what to say, and then sighed deeply.

He was a grumpy horse.

 “Once I got an answer… .”

 “Why?”

 “•••I don’t understand.”

       99

 “Well?

 Rene, who was starting to moan, reflected in Teresa’s eyes. Renee has been sick for a long time

After procrastinating with an answer, he closed his eyes tightly and began pouring out his words.

 “Ugh… I don’t know why these feelings come up. definitely like this

It wasn’t because there was an incident, and there wasn’t any other reason, but it was all of a sudden.

 99

It was a cross talk. It was a word full of confusion.

 Theresa said, ‘How can you hear that?

Could it be still?’ I felt the thought come to my mind.

 The figure of the girl confused after realizing her first love, the transparent color is Theresa

It was my very favorite color.

 “It doesn’t have to be a reason.”

 An answer mixed with laughter. When Renee raised his head to him, Theresa gave a deep smile.

With a husky face she was saying that to her.

 “Isn’t there an answer to the quiz? Come to me for no reason, it’s too late

the emotions it brings. That is love.”

 “… !”

 Renee’s face turned red.

 When she heard the word ‘love’, she immediately became like that.

 She was shy to even say it with her words, so she couldn’t put it in her mouth, so she heard the words directly.

Well, it was because she felt her stomach tighten.

 “Well, though… !”

“I can assure you of this. What reason did the saint put in her heart?

You can’t define love for that reason. Love doesn’t ask for a reason. just

I want it to be called love.”

 the next word.

 It is that Theresa lives up to the name of the apostle of love, and she

It was her realization.

 “Love is love. The feeling of looking at someone other than myself. me in it

I’m looking for a feeling Such is the painful excitement, and the heart of a parent looking at her child.

That’s it.”

 Renee shook her body again at the words she heard.

 “Love wears so many garments. fickle Reckless Aira, when

Sometimes it comes with curiosity, sometimes longing, sometimes hatred. So,

It’s a feeling of misunderstanding because you can hardly see what you saw.”

 The words that were heard were words that stabbed Renee, who was trying to deny himself.

 “However, in the end it is love. Everything covered over it should be

They’re faults. Love is a feeling that cannot be defined by any other words.

It was a word that revealed himself who was shy and turned away.

 “Don’t try to give reasons. Saint, who has those feelings engraved on her chest

All she has to do is accept it as it is.”

 Renee thought. What kind of clothes are these feelings that say now and love

whether

 Curiosity about why he treats himself so fervently.

 With a subject that is only a few years older, he looks much more mature than himself

admiration for.

 A resentment for those unconscious actions that haunt her insides.

 Looking back, I was wearing a lot of clothes.

 ‘That, that… .’

 After all, it was all about love.

 Hwa-ah-ah.

 Renee felt a sensation of heat spreading throughout her body.

 It was so hot that I wondered if I could just stop ripening and die like this.

All.

How should I calm him down, but why is his heart so diligent at times like this?

He was beating more vigorously than ever before, carrying heat through his whole body.

 Theresa is now, and Renee is so red that apples cry out to her brother.

He finished his speech with a giggle.

 “It’s natural. Saints are not human. don’t be too shy

goofy.”

 “That, the pole, the pole… .”

 Renee’s spout, which has been frequently broken lately

was vomiting

 The head is creaking. was moving up and down.

 A really funny look.

 In addition, to Teresa, it was a figure that felt more beautiful than anything else.

 *

 “You suffered.”

 Vera’s voice. Renee’s heart is beating hard at that low and hard ringing

felt

“How was your class today?”

 what did you do What class did you and Theresa have?

 It was in the midst of a high fever, and I was having a hard time keeping up with my thoughts. I’m trying to get him to come up somehow

However, nothing came to mind.

 In fact, it didn’t come to mind because I didn’t actually do anything, but I thought, ‘In response to Vera’s question,

I have to give you an answer.’

there was.

 So, the answer that came out was the same answer again.

 “I learned something good!”

 Immediately after Renee had answered, he closed his eyes tightly and asked himself.

 ‘What is good… !’

 Are you coming up with a nonsensical answer? This is how Vera thinks of herself

What do you do when you see it?

 While Renee was cursing his snout for nothing, Vera was looking at Renee.

She nodded her head and answered in her usual tone.

“Great.”

 In fact, no matter what Rene answered, the answer she returned was the same.

 To Vera, Renee was faith and was the truth, so as long as Renee answered that way, Vera

There was no reason to consider Gag strange.

 Immediately after answering the question, Vera looked at Renee’s reddened complexion and thought about it.

It was.

 ‘Is your schedule difficult?’

 What I remembered was worry.

 Vera, who could not even imagine Renee’s heart, saw Renee’s abnormal behavior.

‘ she recalled her concerns.

 From a distance, a sight that would look ridiculous indeed. Today, the two were walking with different thoughts.

 峪

 Three days was enough time for Renee to acknowledge her feelings.

 Renee walked through the flower bed holding Vera’s hand, keeping his head down and thinking.

It was.

What does Vera think of me?

 That was the thought.

 I didn’t mean to express my thoughts outwardly.

 Deeper inner feelings. What is inside that is not revealed?

It was a thought.

 Vera wonders if she will feel love for herself… I hadn’t thought of that.

 Renee knew. Vera’s feelings for herself were never love.

All. She was blatantly limantic, and she made it so clear that she couldn’t be ignorant.

 Vera’s feelings for her are too sweet and likable to say that it is her love.

To say that it is not enough, if I had to express it, it had a hard feeling close to reverence.

it was right

 A hospitable attitude and always a calm tone of voice. And until this moment, silently by my side

All the actions he kept were telling it.

 Awk-. Renee felt a constriction in her stomach.

 He feels that he is pounding, but the other party is not like that at all.

was drawn with

Renee’s first love is a needlessly honest person, so she doesn’t show even the slightest bit of selfishness.

wasn’t

 ‘I’m fine… .’

 You can be a little selfish.

 Renee, who had been thinking about such a thought, was a little late, and he wondered what he had come up with.

Realizing that, I ‘breathed’ and inhaled.

 “Lady?”

 “Oh, no.”

 rattle. His shoulders shook.

 The heat was rising briskly again.

 Inside my lips that are murmuring for nothing, I ask myself, ‘What do you think of me?’

His words were kept.

 The reason I can’t spit him out is the fear that the answer I’ll come back will hurt.

it was because there was

 Did you not want to hear it through Vera’s mouth even though you knew what kind of answer would come?

he was a chicken

Renee didn’t want the warmth from his clasped hands to fade away.

 It was okay even if it was my own delusion.

 The imagination of ‘what if’, I wondered if Vera might have the same thoughts as hers.

Isn’t it okay for her to imagine?

 Behind the clicking sound of the stick, the sound of footsteps followed.

 Renee feels a ‘going’ and rumble in her stomach, and repeats the constant beat she hears.

I took it as a horn and moved on.

 Again, the thought continued.

 •••No, what came to mind this time was a delusion.

 What if he had seen the front?

 Renee remembers the face he once drew with his hands, the face he had drawn in his head.

and he painted himself next to it.

 He drew two people looking at each other and smiling.

 He knows it can’t be done, but he painted such a scene.

 In the scene, herself, not a saint, and Vera, not a saint, laughed.

It was said that she grabbed both of her own hands called her veil.

 – Renee.

 Brilliant! Renee’s body trembled.

 The reaction that occurred because of that thought, that he seemed to recall a very manly scene.

 Immediately after, as my body gained strength, Renee’s hand started to tighten Bera’s hand.

did.

 Vera looked at Renee who suddenly tightened her hand, and tilted her head.

 A reaction you see once while walking. In addition, it was a reaction I was quite accustomed to by now.

 I wonder if there’s something wrong, and when I call Renee, it’s always nothing.

When the answer came back, Vera did not call Renee separately anymore. just quietly

just look for

 Renee Gen Charm It was fortunate that

 Now, when you realize that you have had this bad reaction again, you will be ashamed of yourself.

wouldn’t it be wrong

 Renee doesn’t know what he’s doing right now, and he shakes off his thoughts.

As he tried to get down, he suddenly remembered such a thought.

Although he can’t see Vera.

 Gee, hearing your name is… .’

 maybe i can

 It was a pretty tempting imagination.

 It’s not like I’m doing anything that difficult, and it’s just a name. just call it

So, maybe Vera will do it for you.

 Didn’t he call himself ‘Rene-sama’ in Verado Village?

 From there, I just had to go a little bit further and get rid of that “nim” character.

 Rene, who had been thinking about such a thought, licked his lips for a moment and continued to ponder.

He closed his eyes tightly and vomited his words.

 “Knight!”

 “Yes.”

 “Ugh…”

 chin. He was speechless.

He was about to ask a favor from the impulse of the moment, but he had no idea how to ask for this.

The angle was drawn up late.

 Renee continued to worry, sweating profusely. Vera patiently le

I waited for your words to follow.

 Renee’s words continued, and in a state of silence like that, he went about half a turn around the flower bed.

It was after walking.

 “•••that! Come to think of it, maybe we’re being too formal! keep watching

But maybe it’s okay to be a little more friendly! I think so!”

 A word with an accent similar to that of a drug dealer came out.

 After saying that, Renee said, ‘Something strange?’

followed by

 “That, right? Go ahead, keep going, keep going! Because we’ll be together, a little distance

Wouldn’t it be better to narrow it down! So, for example, calling each other by their first names!”

 it was a rush

 I tried to say it logically, but I couldn’t come up with any excuses, so I threw it away

It was a horse.

bean. bean. Renee’s heart was filled with tension and excitement,

he started running.

 Renee opened his ears wide and leaned his head slightly towards Vera, waiting for his answer.

 Vera’s answer was after she finished talking and took five more steps.

 “… Please take your word. I am very sorry for that.”

 So it came back in the form of rejection.

<Episode 40> Name-巉

 I feel like my heart is pounding.

 Renee felt as if his feet were collapsing and stopped walking.

 The accident was cooling as if covered with ice water.

 From his mouth, a helpless sound escaped.

 “Yeah, that’s right… .”

 his shoulders sag

 Pretending to be okay, I have to make a bright face like that. Say it like it’s a joke

to do.

 As of this moment, it just didn’t happen.

Vera abruptly stopped walking and was shocked by Renee’s gloomy look.

She felt sulfur.

 When Renee realizes that she is in a bad mood because of her, the feeling of ‘Oops’

it has become

 Her mouth quickly began to weave words that could comfort René.

 “… What I wanted to say was that it was an undeserved honor for me. dare

I thought it would be too much of a shame to do something like that… .”

 Vera, who made an unbelievably long excuse, continued the conversation, and soon it became clear

He bit his lip as he recalled the thought that it wasn’t an answer.

 “•••sorry.”

 “No. I said it without thinking too much.”

 “No. There is nothing the saint cannot say to me.”

 Renee said that I remembered my thoughts.

 Why are you refusing to say something you can’t say?

 If you talk to me, I’ll just give it a go. what is it

 A prickly expression began to appear on Renee’s face.

Even in the midst of this, Vera, who is being courteous to herself, is kind of disgusting, so Vera doesn’t care.

It’s not like that, but being alone in this state hurts my self-esteem.

 Renee stopped being angry.

 “•••Then you can listen.”

 I spit out such rude words.

 峪

 Vera was filled with embarrassment and I looked at Renee with a face.

 Rene’s expression, which turned his body toward himself and raised his head, was that Vera

She was in a form she had never seen before.

 The brow was narrowed. His lips were all bitten.

 He couldn’t measure his own height and lifted his head so high that his gaze went up to the sky.

However, Vera realized that she was trying to stare at her.

 “Call me.”

 Words that stick to the ear again.

 Vera is terrified of her appearance, and this time she’s the one she eventually spit out.

•••I’m sorry.

 “Why are you doing what you need to apologize for?”

 “•••sorry.”

 “It’s okay if you don’t do anything you’re sorry about.”

 rattle. Vera’s body trembled.

 Rene, who has never seen anything like this before, suddenly shoots here, your reaction

is unable to

 She doesn’t know what to say, she doesn’t know how to answer, so Vera is embarrassed

As he was smoking, Renee opened his mouth again.

 “like. If the driver is too burdensome, I will do it first. i’m doing

After that, the knights do it too. You know?”

 “that… .”

 “Are you going to apologize again?”

 Vera’s pupils shook as if an earthquake had occurred.

 Vera, who was looking at Renee with her trembling eyes, saw her clasped hands getting tighter.

Feeling this, she lowered her head and spit out the answer.

•••People will follow:

 “like. Then I’ll do it. hemp cloth… .”

 chin-.

 This time Renee was speechless.

 When Renee was about to say Vera’s name, what was she doing right now?

Realizing that she was, she dyed her face bright red and pursed her mouth.

 Now, she was trying to call her name in Vera.

 thump, thump. My heart started pounding.

 She later became aware of what she had done.

 For a moment, she was ‘buzzing’, and she was exerting an unstoppable force.

 Her own words were pushing Vera, who could not even think of a role.

 Renee felt her conscience prick her.

 My conscience is stabbed at the thought that I am harassing Vera with my own greed

And, moreover, the thought of putting her Vera’s name in her mouth was heartbreaking.

It was.

“Be, be, be… .”

 Renee’s eyes narrowed.

 He wanted to turn back time.

 Renee wanted to have the power to turn back time rather than this useless power.

 Not much.

 It’s only a minute, only a minute, you just have to turn the time. Then the liver and gallbladder can all be given away

So please, I begged the sky to change my powers.

 •••Of course, that didn’t change anything. Water that has already been spilled can be picked up

there was no

 A sense of embarrassment rises. Renee, who felt his body gradually trembling, said nothing.

I came up with a thought close to this self-rationalization.

 ‘It happened… !’

 He had to now. If not now, there will be no chance.

 Yeah, it’s better, isn’t it?

 It was a situation that happened due to his own mistake, but if he cannot do it at this time, he is a knowledgeable person.

liver is never I won’t call your own name.

In addition, he will continue to burn himself.

 just two letters. All you have to do is do ‘be’ and ‘la’.

 How difficult is that!

 “hemp cloth… !”

 It was difficult.

 Her face was so hot. Her heart was beating so hard that her chest hurt.

 A word made up of barely two words, two of those insignificant letters

Hannah is so shy, it’s too manly to speak of him

It seemed like work, and there were no words at all.

 Whoops-!

 Renee’s hand began to hold Vera’s hand stronger.

 It was because he was worried about how he would look now.

 Renee, who hesitated for a long time, unable to vomit his words, said, “Wow!”

He took a deep breath and controlled his mind.

 “Saint. .”

“quiet.”

 “.•.Yes.”

 Why are you interrupting me while I’m concentrating?

 Renee pushed Grivera with a stern expression.

 Whoops. Whoops. Renee, who was constantly taking deep breaths, felt his stomach calm down a little.

， He stretched out his hand that was holding his staff and pushed the crabs to Vera.

 “Give me a hand.”

 “.•.Yes.”

 widely. And behind the sound of the cane falling to the floor, chin. and the hand of Vera

An overlapping sound followed over your hand.

 Renee now held both of Vera’s hands.

 It can’t be beaten now.

 With both his hands clasped, he had to speak.

 It was a coercive assertion with no logic or anything, but it was not important to Renee now.

it was you

Renee swallows dry saliva.

 Then, he licked his lips.

 “… Vera.”

 峪

 Vera didn’t like her name.

 No, it would be correct to say that he couldn’t like it.

 The name Vera was born without a name in the most miserable alley of the city gutter.

To distinguish the gods, the leader of the beggars took the label of cheap rum

It’s because of the name it was given.

 For Vera, her name was a stigma.

 She was the stigma that made her realize she came from a fucking hunter,

A brand that makes him realize that he is a sinner who has committed numerous sins using his excuses

It was.

 So, Vera, who thought he would never love his name for the rest of his life

Geum At this moment, the sudden feeling of satisfaction rose up in embarrassment.

     •••Vera.

His name, which was called through Renee’s mouth, must have been a name he had heard throughout his life, but why?

It sounded odd.

 The word ‘be’ comes out briefly, followed by ‘la’ with a rolling pronunciation.

 The two words joined together in an impeccable and clear voice have completely different meanings to Vera.

started to come

 How should I describe this feeling?

 Her name, completed with Renee’s mouth, is as clear and transparent as the sky on an autumn day.

had color

 Vera feels like salvation for some reason, the karma stuck to that name

It feels like the bo is being washed away, no reaction, just blank

I looked at Renee.

 In an unexpected moment, in an unexpected form, the sudden light pouring

All.

 The reason I feel that way is probably because of the nobility of this girl named Renee.

It is probably because he knows.

It may be because you think

So even this dirty name comes out of Renee’s mouth, so it’s pure and clean.

each one would be

 Vera suddenly washed me in the light shining on me without notice In the nobility to face

I feel my facial expression getting messed up, I ‘breathe’ and breathe in and straighten my expression

It was.

 Renee won’t be able to see what her expression looks like, but for some reason she has to do it.

He thought it was, so it was.

 “This is my lord… No, please do it.”

 Rene, who dyed her face red, full of Vera’s vision, was talking like that.

 “Oh, you have to remove the word ‘nim’. Because I did too… . Yep, just a name.”

 Renee’s head dropped.

 Vera answered ‘yes’ softly to Renée, and felt her hands tighten.

He licked her lips.

 His eyes were filled with Ren’s face.

 She was such an immature girl that I wondered if it was the same saint I had seen in my life.

I felt like a child, and there were moments when it was difficult to match this girl and the saint.

All.

 However, at a moment like this, when such a sorry heart comes to mind, I can’t understand it without realizing it.

I had myself to do it. I had myself to find hope.

 With this girl, he said that he might be able to live what he called ‘life’.

Lee If a transparent and clear person follows your life, you are half transparent.

There was a thought of myself that I might be able to become a human being.

 ‘For that… .’

 To do that, he had to protect Renee.

 Let this light of her stand alone and illuminate her world, her filthy filth dares her

I had to keep her from getting hurt.

 Vera, feeling the reassurance of determination and the gentle warmth that radiates from her, gnaws her tongue.

She tried to tell her that she had to keep her name.

 “… Renee.”

 *

 Late at night, on the bed of the dormitory.

Renee rolled over her quilt, curled up on her body, and let out her smirk.

 She kept remembering what had happened during the day.

 – Renee.

 A voice that rises again. A ringing that tickled my ears.

 to him.

 “Hey!”

 Renee kicked the blanket and twisted his body.

 My heart was beating by myself again, spreading heat all over my body.

 The corners of her lips were rising as if she could hear what was so exciting.

 Renee trembles finely at the sensations that come to mind.

It was her angle.

 Admitting it made me feel at ease.

 After admitting that her feelings for Vera were her ‘love’, she was no longer embarrassed.

All.

Her frustration was still there. Her two proximal rims got worse. The award that suddenly came to mind

She has now come to the extent that it is right to call it a delusion.

 Well, I didn’t like them.

 It all became an uplifting sensation.

 As Renee continued her thoughts, she felt her delusions begin to boil again.

 After that, maybe I will be able to do more than just holding hands.

 Cross her arms, rest her head on her shoulder, or go further.

 ‘kiss… .’

 ••• Kissing or.

 rattle. The duvet fluttered.

 My head was getting hot again at the thought that came to my mind.

 Renee closed her eyes and began to calm her mind.

 ‘relaxation… !’

 Theresa said so.

 It is said that you should have peace of mind.

It is said that impatience is poison.

 Renee took a deep breath and slowly began to erase the thoughts that came to mind.

 It was a car that just woke up.

 Approach it little by little, slowly.

 There was plenty of time. Because Vera said she would continue to be with her. Someday

Your mind may be able to

 Awk-. Renee’s hand began to grip the hem of the blanket.

 Rene, who was continuing to think, at this moment, for the first time, she was lucky to be a saint.

I remembered the angle.

 He was able to meet Vera, so he became someone who could be by Vera’s side.

I’m glad. He came up with that idea.

 Still hated the gods. He thought power was useless.

 She didn’t really understand why she was a saint.

 But even in the midst of that, even in this way.

It is really fortunate that the person I met is Vera, Renee thought so.

He closed his eyes.

 ‘Relax.’

 If you approach me slowly and leisurely, you will get closer than you are now.

to sleep with

 •••Did it take too much time for 3 years like that?

 Her relationship with Vera hasn’t really developed that much, and Renee is 17 years old.

He celebrated his birthday as he turned 18.

<Episode 41> 3 Years and Revelation

 Renee humbly admitted.

 There was no answer when I went like this.

 “Whew… .”

 “Why?”

 “no.”

 Renee gave a rough answer to Hela’s words, and put his chin on the table again.

was worried

 One month from the last year.

 What did she do with her mind that she approached Vera with her mind at ease?

did you go

hand? I had been holding it before.

 name? That frustrating person calls himself by name for just one day, and then the next day.

The title was returned to the poem ‘Saint Lady’.

 alone time? there could be such a thing There should be a flower bed for an hour or two a day

It was walking on the street, and the conversation we had while walking was always the same conversation.

 Well, you shouldn’t make excuses like this.

 ‘•••Seongguk is the problem.’

 This guy’s castle was the problem.

 There is nothing special about it, what I do is education and education for several years.

 There must be some dramatic event for the relationship to progress, but this Seongguk is too flat.

It’s a shame there’s no such dramatic event.

 widely. widely. A finger tapped the desk.

 ‘The way… .’

 I need to make a breakthrough .

 Rene’s expression hardened as she recalled such thoughts.

It was a scene that would shake her head if Theresa saw it.

 The biggest problem is that you do not recognize that you are

looking for . Isn’t that a very sad look?

 There is a common misconception that people who have never been in a relationship make.

 That is, a relationship can progress only when there is a dramatic event.

 Renee, who believes in the illusion as truth, is sadly ignorant of love.

she was a girl

 Had Theresa been by her side, she would have pinned Renee right away, but unfortunately she

She has not returned from the dispatched place until now since that month since she lived in the 麷 years ago.

 If we were to point out the cause of this tragedy, there would be someone who would point out the wrong view of love by Renee’s side.

She would be able to tell that there was none.

 “Lady, it’s done.”

 “Ah, well done. thanks.”

 Renee gave a small answer to Hela saying that she had finished dressing up, and then asked such a question.

She handed it and took her wand.

 “What about Vera?”

“Waiting for you at the door.”

 “like. Then see you later.”

 “Yes.”

 widely. Her cane touched the ground.

 Renee walked alone and opened the door of the dormitory with a movement she was already used to.

opened and went

 The door opens with a squeak.

 “good morning. Lady.”

 Vera’s low voice continued.

 The pounding heart that has not faded in the last two years This shakes the body again

Renee felt this and nodded his head slightly and stretched out his hand in front of him.

 What followed was the warmth of his outstretched hands.

 Renee grabbed the warmth and said with a small smile.

 “Then shall we go?”

 “Yes, I will see you.”

A hard voice pierces my ears.

 When I hit the ground with my cane, the sound of footsteps follows.

 Renee took Vera’s hand and started walking down the hallway, which was about twenty steps away.

 Today was Renee’s 18th birthday.

 峪

 4th birthday in Sungkuk.

 As with the last three times, Renee is also celebrating this birthday with the apostles in the outdoor garden of the Great Hall of Fame.

He was spending his time calling and making a small place for a few close friends.

 In the midst of the hustle and bustle, Rohan said.

 “Congratulations, Lady Aigo. Hey~ Now you’re a girl, girl!”

 “Be careful. Disrespectful.”

 “yes? I said she was just a girl, so why?”

 “What you say sounds disrespectful. Just shut up.”

     99

At Vera’s stinging words, Rohan smirked and let out a ‘chin’. Renee is him

Hearing it, I laughed out loud.

 I don’t get tired of it, every time we meet, we quarrel like that, so at first I was embarrassed

You, too, can now laugh and pass that argument.

 While Rohan and Vera were arguing in the midst of that, another voice was heard nearby.

has been heard

 “Happy birthday, Madame. I am happy.”

 “I congratulate you too. I am good at congratulations.”

 “thanks. Krek, Marek.”

 “you’re right. I am Craig.”

 “Marek knows his name too.”

 Words that follow in a muffled voice.

 The twins are the only ones in this castle to call each other by name.

liked you very much

 So, I work harder than anyone else in the hope that Ren will not be stained by bad Vera.

I was trying to reveal the reality of Hibera, but… .

When I visited the twins Garne, Vera was always by my side, so the twins

This still hadn’t been able to accuse Rene of Vera’s identity.

 The twins hated being sick.

 “Sister, congratulations.”

 Trevor’s greetings followed.

 Trevor said so and slowly shifted his gaze to look over Renee’s forearm,

He was caught by Vera and dragged to a far corner with Rohan.

 Renee heard the sound of Vera’s footsteps moving away, and the two screaming while dragged along.

At the voice of the car, recalling the thought that they went to jiggle with each other again

sipping on

 His hair fluttered in the cool breeze, tickling his cheeks.

This was putting my mind at ease.

 Renee felt the sensations engulfing his body, and a small smile appeared on his lips.

 relaxed atmosphere.

 People who have become so used to it that they have become a part of their lives.

 Years of 麷 were enough time to make Renee feel at home.

Her relationship with Vera did not develop at all, but her other lifestyle and way of thinking

The same thing was incomparably better than it was a couple of years ago.

 Faith was not born. However, I was able to let go of my resentment.

 She still thought she was not good enough for a saint. But, even then, I received the name of a saint.

She became able to be a son.

 Time, patiently, allowed Renee to learn how to let go.

 Of course, there are things I can’t let go of.

 “Lady.”

 Renee felt her heart beating again at the sound of Vera’s voice.

 In no time at all, I finish the quality Was it because he had come, Vera said in a calm tone.

At the voice, Renee licked her lips slightly and spit out an answer.

 “yes.,,

 “The Holy Spirit is coming.”

 “Ah, is that so?”

 Renee carefully placed the teacup on the table and took the wand that was leaning next to him.

caught

“You may sit down.”

 “How are you?”

 “Your Holy Spirit will understand.”

 “Vera.”

 Renee called out that name in a harsh voice at Vera’s words that were swearing at him.

 “•••I am sorry.”

 “Again?”

 Vera’s mouth shut. Renee burst out laughing at Vera’s actions like that.

it was

 “It’s a joke. And there’s such a thing as manners. How can you sit still? now

You’re 18, aren’t you being too childish?”

 It was a mixture of a little bit of sarcasm.

 I liked Vera’s consistent attitude, but she couldn’t treat herself like a child.

Sometimes, it’s inevitable that you’ll be heartbroken.

 Can’t we look at it a little differently? Such tantrums are bound to come out.

Of course, Vera also had something to say.

 Vera sees Ren talking with a small pout of her lips, full of trouble.

She swallowed the words that were about to pop out of her face.

 ‘You are still a minor.’

 It was. The standard for adults on the continent is the 19th birthday.

 Renee, who is still 1 dung 3rd, is a minor. That is, being a child.

 The time of the old age was the time that made Renee from a girl to a woman, but Renee

Although it was time to make the beauty of Vera Guerne is still young

He was a mature child.

 However, not being able to get him out of his mouth makes René feel heartbroken again when he says this.

because it was obvious

 In recent years, René, who has begun to be obsessed with being an adult,

because it was disgusting.

 Vera, who had not even dreamed that she was the cause of such behavior,

Again, he bowed his head and answered.

  •••I will correct it’

“What else is visibility? I’ve been learning something strange again.”

 ensuing grumbling.

 Renee wondered how far that “sorry bombing” would go.

Recalling that, he turned around and headed in the direction he was walking.

All.

 峪

 “Congratulations. Lady. Are you eighteen now?”

 Bargo’s words. Renee nodded his head and smiled with a grin.

I looked at Renee who was building.

 His long, white hair was neatly combed down, full of youthful energy.

Her face, which had been hers, suddenly fell out of breasts and was reminiscent of the figure of her woman.

 Has she ever grown up this way?

 Bargo, who makes me think that children’s time goes by so fast

He spoke in a tone full of laughter.

 “Now, in one more year, the saint will also become an adult. Well, go to sleep.

It is said

“There are still many shortcomings.”

 “It’s a hat. There is nothing lacking in this sanctuary, except for that gloomy kid.”

 Vera clenched her expression at the words degrading me that came out suddenly.

I looked at Leo.

 “… It is a shame.”

 Of course, the words that came out of her mouth were cloaked in humility. Disrespectful in front of Renee

It was the footsteps of the thought that I should not show my face.

 Vera looked at Bargo, who smiled mischievously as she looked at herself, and continued her thoughts.

 The assumption she had once dreamed of has now reached the point of conviction.

 ‘•••Also.’

 Bargo does not die of natural causes.

 Vera, who has grown steadily over the past year, is now Where is the realm of will

The extent of this has become known.

 The divinity flowing from Bargo’s body is the divinity of those who are heading towards absolute death.

It wasn’t.

That divinity, which is getting deeper and stronger day by day, is only the vitality in it.

It was large enough to hold Dovargo’s orders for more than ten years.

 A question that follows, of course.

 ‘why?’

 Why, what is it that leads that Bargo to death?

 I’ve been thinking about it for a long time, but I can’t find an answer.

door.

 Vera still remembered it clearly.

 An overwhelming force that overturns even the giant Terdan that pushes mountains. only destruction

The blow that the word “delete” is more appropriate than the word.

 Anything that could lead to the death of a person with such powerlessness could not be thought of by Vera.

there was nothing

 If I had to think of one, it was the demon king, but what the demon king called out was right.

Another few years after his death.

 The time was not right.

 As the worries deepened, Vera’s expression subsided even deeper.

Renee’s words continued in the midst of it.

 “Ah, Holy Spirit, I have something to tell you.”

 “Yes, tell me.”

 Renee thought for a moment, fiddling with the teacup.

 For a very long time, since I came to this country, I have to do what I have been thinking about.

It was his thought.

 “I will be revealed now.”

 drop-.

 The noisy surroundings became quiet.

 Everyone in the room looked at Renee.

 Standing in the middle, Vera made her eyes wide and looked at Renee.

 “••• Saint.”

 “it’s okay. It was a decision I thought about a lot.”

 A smile crept across Renee’s lips.

Renee wasn’t stupid. How much do the people of this holy country take care of themselves?

He had a sense of knowing how much he respected himself.

 Anyone who has received the stigma must receive a revelation.

 One of the few disciplines in the free-spirited Seongguk.

 St. Haz, Verado, and other apostles and clergy as well.

 René knew that he had not mentioned it in front of him even though he knew him.

 “It’s okay now.”

 I think it would be better to speak in front of as many people as possible.

was chosen today.

 “Because everyone has taken care of me all this time. Today I want to say thank you

I mean.”

 The smile that appeared on Renee’s face grew thicker.

 “Thank you all so much.”

 Renee did not yet know the faith. He did not believe in the glory of the gods, the greatness of power.

All.

 However, I am ready to accept them.

He could no longer deny the stigma that had been placed upon him.

 Because he is being cared for by so many people, he is loved so much, so he should

the desire to reciprocate.

 With that heart, Renee had the courage to receive the revelation.

 ‘There is also… .’

 Renee felt Vera’s presence standing next to her and burst out laughing.

it went

 ‘While I’m doing it.’

 Shouldn’t it be a daily change as well?

 René, a novice in love, is a fool who believes in changes in relationships due to dramatic events.

she was a girl

<Episode 42> 3 Years and the Revelation-巉

 two days later.

 Vera got up early in the morning, put on her priest’s robe and took her sword, and she headed back instead.

she did

 ‘today….’

 Renee receives a revelation.

 Vera already knew the contents of the revelation.

 Secret.’

 Her secret secret that she once heard from her. She even went to the gutter, and she told the secret. Is

it would be

 It will probably take several years.

At that time, Renee must have been “a time when he continued to go undercover in order to extend his power to various parts of the continent.”

Having said that, it was natural that he would not be finished in a day or two.

 It wasn’t just a guess. There was also evidence to support it.

 When Bargo was still alive. Vera was at that time Renee was at public events in each country.

He clearly remembered how many times he had made his face out.

 He had never actually seen him because of a crossroads with him, but the news he had heard was

It was right to say that we couldn’t know because it wasn’t the two of us.

 Perhaps it’s the schedule he did while he was secretly doing it.

 I stopped by the gutter to see the poem that was invited to a banquet to commemorate the founding day of the empire.

due date.

 Half a year ahead.’

 After that much time passes, it is the founding day of the empire.

 pretzel-

 Power entered Vera’s hand that was holding the sword.

 It is because there was a problem that came to mind.

 ‘Should I take you?’

Should I take Renee to the gutter? If she says she wants to go there

If so, what should you answer?

 Renee from a previous life said.

 When he was a child who resented and suffered from the gods, it was only after he lifted the gutter.

that could have been different.

 It was only when she saw it that she could barely make up her mind to live for others.

 If you think rationally, if she really wants her to bloom as her saint, she’ll take her

is correct

 It was only when she headed there that she was right to do so if she was perfected as her saint.

 The concern came to mind again.

 Hello.

 ‘Is that right?’

 Isn’t it the right thing to do for the girl Ren, not for Ren as a saint?

 Young Ren, who has been by her side for the past few years, is too young and weak.

she was a girl

For this reason that her beret her name should make her Renee her saint, such selfishness to her

I didn’t want to send her to the gutter.

 Of course, she has the light that dwells within her, so she doesn’t have to go there and she will one day be her saint.

Standing she might be able to bloom. She might be able to cling to that possibility.

but.

 Even though she knew him, there was a bit of insecurity that she couldn’t let go, maybe she was her saint.

As she is anxious that she may not be able to bloom, she upsets this Rivera

there was

 I let out a long breath.

 A worry that has continued incessantly over the past couple of years.

 Vera this time.

 ‘… yet.’

 With the excuse that he had enough time until that day came, he made the choice to delay his judgment.

 峪

 Renee thought.

 No matter how much she thinks about the structure of the uniform she wears, it is too uncomfortable.

There is no other clothes in the world that requires so much attention to wearing and decorating.

No.

 A few more large pieces of cloth are wrapped over the priest’s uniform that covers the whole body. however

Then he attaches a belt or ornament to fasten it, and puts another shawl over it.

If you have to attach all the decorations to decorate the thing, you are finally wearing the clothes.

 is that the end? never.

 After I finish it, I have grown it so long and now I comb my hair that reaches my waist,

Pull a few strands of the side hair back to make a braid, and decorate it again.

 Then, now to makeup.

 Although Renee has been through her close years, her spirit is lost in this long process of dressing that she is not accustomed to.

Feeling confused, hearing the voice of salvation brightens the complexion

made.

 “It’s done.”

 Renee was his favorite word.

 “thanks. Everyone worked so hard.”

 it’s a must do

“Nevertheless. Then I will go.”

 “Yes.”

 Just right. Just right. The cane touched the ground.

 As Renee opened the door and left, Vera was waiting in front of him just like me.

All.

 “Are you at peace?”

 “Yes, Vera?”

 “It was like no other.”

 René, who held hands with Vera while continuing the conversation, immediately walked down the hallway and

run out a question.

 “Will it take you long?”

 “From what I’ve been through, it didn’t take that long. Executioner Rohan

And I remember that it was the end of standing still after what I did.”

 “I’m glad. I’m nervous for no reason… .”

 It wasn’t just a word.

The last two days I said I would receive a revelation. What revelation will come? the gods themselves

what to order I was having trouble sleeping than usual because of such worries.

 In a way, it’s a natural thing to do.

 Since this revelation was the first place to communicate with the gods, even though it is a one-way

When I think about it, I can’t help but be nervous.

 Renee continued his thoughts and exhaled ‘Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo’

He posed a question to Vera.

 “Isn’t it possible that a nonsensical revelation will come?”

 “It will not happen. As far as I know, an ordeal that the gods will never overcome

does not give.”

 “Then I’m glad… .”

 A ‘puff’ sound came out of his mouth.

 Renee felt her heart start to pound, and continued that thought.

 Vera… .’

 I heard that I received a revelation of ‘passing’. According to Trevo, after the creation of the kingdom

，Something that has never happened. He clearly remembered the words he said with all the fuss.

It was.

 Every time I thought of something like this, a thought came to my mind.

 ‘Vera is a very special person.’

 Although he was comparatively younger than the other apostles, he had strong power,

The revelations of the gods were also received in an unusual form, and furthermore, he had already followed his own path.

there is

 In Renee’s world, there was no one more special than Vera.

 Suddenly, as he recalled his thoughts about Vera, Renee felt his face turn red again.

He sighed and shook his head, clearing his thoughts.

 “Why?”

 “Oh, I’m nervous.”

 “There is no need to be nervous. No matter what revelation came, the saint was able to

You will be able to get through hers.”

 “•••It is forbidden.”

 That his heart doesn’t remain because of those words he says without realizing it.

would you know

Renee gives a warning like that to Vera, who makes my heart flutter again.

 “•••sorry.”

 That answer came back from Vera.

 ‘I’m sorry, sorry, sorry every day without knowing what I’m sorry for.’

 For some reason, I got grumpy and pouted my lips, and Vera, who was examining Renee’s complexion, was in trouble.

raised her expression.

 ‘•••Are you in puberty?’

 It seemed so.

 What was it like when you thought about René when you were in the middle of puberty? I believe it’s puberty

Wasn’t he a gentle enough personality to not get bored?

 It ‘s probably because late puberty has arrived .

 Lately, I have been obsessed with ‘adultness’, or talking about alcohol.

It was obvious when I took it out.

 Vera managed to convince herself to do so, and came up with words to comfort René.

it started.

 •••Of course, Vera’s conjecture was far from the truth.

Renee’s obsession with her adultness is that she wants her to see herself as a woman rather than a child.

She was the attitude that stood out from her heart.

 Bringing up the story about her alcohol is it possible that Vera Going out to the nightlife for a drink

It was a word that tried to confuse Vera with the anxiety that it might not happen.

 If Renee had found out about these thoughts of Vera, she would have been upset, but

Fortunately, Renee did not have the ability to peek into the thoughts of others.

 “•••I just wanted to say that you don’t have to worry too much. If anything, it’s overwhelming

When the city goes down, isn’t the apprentice by your side? You can wait… .”

 “Hey, stop!”

 “•••I am sorry.”

 Renee felt her cheeks heat up vigorously at the next words, and removed Vera.

it was underground

 “… no. My heart is grateful.”

 “It’s a lucky day.”

 pooh. Renee’s head turned downward. Renee noticed Vera for this moment

I remember thinking that I’m really lucky that I don’t have it.

The heat ran over her face, burning her neck and all the way to her earlobes.

She will most likely be looking like a ripe apple as she is now.

 Renee gets excited even at such an insignificant word and is embarrassed for why his face is blushing.

Wow, I touched the cane I had been wanting for nothing more quickly.

 峪

 A secret room in the heart of Daeshinjeon.

 Behind the ‘squeak’, Renee saw the cold air flowing from the inside rubbing his face.

I shuddered at the feeling of being hit.

 “Are you here?”

 Bargo’s voice. At that, Renee gave a small smile and spat out an answer.

 “I’m sorry. Is it too late?”

 “no. You came at just the right time. Rohan will be ready soon.

Could you please wait?”

 “Ah yes.”

 nod. Renee’s head nodded.

Vera listened to the conversation, and found Rohan, who was working on the revelation.

I looked.

 A small fountain in the middle of the secret room. Fountains in nature, not man-made structures

It was the kind of fountain that felt as if it had been ripped off as it is.

 Above the fountain, the law that Rohan was writing was rising in indigo, and next to it was

Trevor was reinforcing his gin.

 a question that arises. Vera then posed a question to Bargo.

 “Why is Trevo over there?”

 “That guy, Rohan, was less drunk and sent him to help.”

 Vera’s eyes narrowed at the answer she heard.

 If you drink alcohol until such an important day, it will be bitter.

 Vera, who was watching Rohan gossip, had to do her last ‘education’ before she left.

She nodded her head, recalling the thought.

 While Chang-Jin Han was being drawn like that, she noticed that the twins approached René and spoke to her.

spit out

 “Sister, you were nervous. She needs to relax.”

“right. I get dizzy when I’m nervous.”

 “Ah, thank you. Krek, Marek.”

 Renee responded with a smile to the twins’ words, then took a deep breath and controlled her mind.

All.

 ‘it’s okay.’

 It will be fine. barely awake It’s only one sentence.

 Even if that is a difficult sentence for you, the hand that will lift you up is by your side

Isn’t there Vera to protect you?

 Rene, who calmed her inside and added strength to her clasped hands, immediately found Vera’s hand to be her own.

I felt her heart pounding as I held her hand stronger.

 “The twins are right. You don’t need to be nervous. As always said,

I’ll be by her side, so you don’t have to worry about her.

is.”

 In the words that followed, the face began to add redness again.

 “•••yes.”

The love that hasn’t faded in the last couple of years holds her heart and shakes it until this moment

there was

 The atmosphere is getting awkward for some reason . The atmosphere that tickles a little bit and heats up again Inside, the twins, who were listening to the conversation at a distance from the two of them,

started messing around.

 “It’s not that gerbera.”

 “right. That’s a water buffalo.”

 Nodding. The twins’ heads nodded at the same time.

 Bargo licked his tongue and shook his head.

 It was immediately after that Rohan’s voice was heard.

 “Done!”

 It was a cry that was made with slack cheeks and fatigued.

 Rene, who was startled by this, shook her head, and then nodded and held Vera’s hand.

I grabbed hold of it and moved on.

 about eight steps.

Rene, who followed Vera’s guidance, was moved by the divine feeling right in front of her.

felt hardened. It was a reaction of tension.

 “Come on, Holy Lady, you just need to be still. It will be over soon.”

 “Ah yes.”

 Renee’s answer.

 What followed was Jin’s glow.

 Vera looked at Jin starting to work.

 Woo woo-.

 With a low sound, the divine indigo glows. Then, the polyhedra constituting the true

It moved and started to fit together like puzzle pieces.

 The second moment of revelation for Vera.

 Vera now feels that the divinity that seeps into the water above the spring will be literal.

She focused her gaze.

 The indigo deity permeates the spring. The permeated deity intertwines and forms

remember

 Finally a letter that comes to mind.

Vera saw the text that came to mind, turned her head toward Erne and opened her mouth.

•

    letters that came to mind.

    “Further and make it easier… .”

    It was that one sentence.

    “•••, the revelation has come.”

    Renee, who was in the midst of tension, was startled by the words he heard and shook his head.

He tilted his head and asked.

    “… Is that the end?”

    “Yes.”

    At the confirmed answer he heard, Renee saw that the tension that had dominated his body melted away in an instant.

he felt It was due to the emotion that should be called disappointment.

    In Renee’s head, such a thought naturally came to mind.

    ‘Do you think I’m giving too much information?’

< Episode 43 > 3 Years and Revelation” 3

 After the revelation was over, Renee came into the meeting room and sat blankly in a chair, repeating the revelation.

long

 [Moreover, make it beneficial.]

 My head was complicated by sentences I couldn’t understand at all. Accordingly, it is natural

Her forehead was narrow, and her head was tilted to the side.

 “What’s the beauty?”

 popping question. Trevor, who was sitting opposite him, laughed and spoke out.

All.

 “Well, the revelations of the gods are ambiguous. It’s enough to worry about it

do it.”

 “Do you think Trevor knows?”

“I cannot give you a definitive answer. How can anyone accept it?

It is a matter of interpretation.”

 Doubts grew on Renee’s face.

 “If that’s the case, then why is the revelation coming down?”

 Isn’t that right? It’s not that I’m just telling you what to do, I’m talking vaguely like that

If you’re going to give me a word, what are you doing to give a revelation?

 It was a very disrespectful story, but Renee and Verado, and Trevor opposite him and Bargodo that

He wasn’t the kind of person who cared about things.

 Bargo, who had been quietly listening to the story, spoke in a tone filled with laughter at Renee’s question.

spit out such an answer.

 “They present a problem.”

 “Is it a problem?”

 “Yes, you are bringing trouble to the person who received your stigma. with this stigma

What are you going to do? what will you live for Those are the problems.” Isn’t it too rough to start with the problem? At that thought, Renee’s expression became a little more blurred.

lost.

Bargo looked at Renee like that, and this time, he added in a more shaky tone.

it was

 “Don’t think too hard. Don’t put the right answer to their problem.

Okay. It is up to the saint to interpret the problem and provide the answer.”

 own share.

 Renee nodded and thought more deeply.

 ‘Go ahead and make it easier.’

 It was a revelation without explanations of ‘where’ and ‘what’. As Bargo said

If it is, you must fill in that missing part yourself.

 His expression darkened as his thoughts deepened. The more I think about it, the more my head gets dizzy

A groan came out of his mouth.

 After contemplating for a long time, Trevor spoke again this time.

 “You don’t have to give me an answer right now. Worrying about revelation lasts a lifetime

I have to go.”

  Ah yes.

Renee’s head nodded slightly. Renee answered and licked her lips.

Lidia then posed such a question to Vargo and Trevo.

 “Hey, what revelation did you guys receive?”

 How were other people? That’s why such a question arose.

 “Well, I should consider.” The Holy Spirit… .”

 “Judge.”

 “•••Yes, it is. In fact, it is quite rare for a revelation to consist of more than two words.

work. There are only twins and a saint among the apostles now.”

 Renee, who was listening to the story, added a question to the word ‘twins’ that came out suddenly.

it was

 “What kind of revelation did Krek and Marek receive?”

 “Keep it, think about it, and realize it. It was such a revelation.”

 “ah… .”

 Renee answered with a small nod of her head, and continued with those words.

 “It is clear.”

“Yes, um… I know that the Guardian Apostles received clear revelations from generation to generation.

Through him, we speculate that the god of guardianship is not a god with a fairly meticulous personality.

are doing.”

 “You don’t know what the gods are?”

 “Yes. Because no one has actually met them.”

 While the story was going on, Vera, who was listening to the story next to Renee, had such a thought.

remembered

 ‘It may be that the guardian apostles have been assholes from generation to generation.’

 Since the god of guardianship selects only the villains from generation to generation and appoints them as apostles, the revelation also

Perhaps it has developed in a way that makes them understandable.

 He didn’t mention any conjectures that came to his mind.

 Having said this, René, who received the revelation composed of the words 巉

Isn’t that stupid to say?

 To Vera, it was more profane than anything else, and it was also a sinful one.

 To what extent did Ren, called Vera, receive the revelation of the word 巉?

It must be the reason why he loved him, so he was so convinced and kept silent.

••• ”

 Rene’s smirk followed.

 Renee kept thinking about it for a long time, and at this thought passing through my head,

his head flashed.

 ” ah!”

 A face brightened with anger. Renee revealed her expression like that, and then said those words in a cheerful tone.

spit out

 “Go to the continent and benefit people! Could it be that?”

       99

 “Well?

 “I think moving forward means physically going out… This power is mine

It’s a power that can’t be used for Law, so use it to benefit others you can save.

.I think that’s what it means.”

 With this colorful face of money, I go back and forth Hearing the story of René as she continued to speak,

Bargo smiled and nodded his head.

 “That’s a great interpretation. If the Saint took her revelation as such, then

That is the correct interpretation.”

“Hehe… .”

 Renee smiled shyly at Vargo’s words, then nodded his head.

All.

 “Well, I think this is right. It feels like something is sticking together. how about vera

do you think?”

 Vera looked at Renee and spit out an answer to the words handed to her.

 “Great.”

 After getting her answer, Vera finally realizes how she went undercover in her previous life.

she could

 ‘Did this process happen?’

 Because her interpretation of her Renée of her revelation was towards the world, so that she

have you been around

 Full of Vera’s field of vision, Renee, who was smiling with a bright face, was reflected.

 The look of her smiling as if she was cool inside was wrapped around her innocence.

 Vera looked at Renee’s face like that, and heard the answer Renee gave, and this young Le

Realize that you have no hesitation in living for the world

She lifted her admiration into the gon.

 It was something she couldn’t do herself.

 To make an interpretation for others in that way is to understand it with a smile.

do.

 It was impossible for Vera.

 Suddenly, a small smile crossed Vera’s lips.

 She could feel the light that existed within her, and it was so.

 A smile that Ren could not see.

 However, Trevor and Bargo had a smile that could be seen.

 Trevor widened her eyes and opened her mouth wide, rubbing her arrogant frown.

he clicked her tongue.

 They both thought Vera’s smile was disgusting.

 *

 There is an interpretation of the revelation, and what follows is quickly beginning to be planned.

Ren said that he would go out into the world, so it is necessary to prepare for him.

All.

 From the people who will go out together, the expenses to be used during the trip, and the route Renee will move.

 There are only two things to consider, so Seongguk rarely has a busy time.

there was

 It didn’t take long to hire a manpower to escort Renee. already be

Because there was Ra. Starting with Vera, her limbs, Norn and René, are served by Hela.

 It was considered wasteful to use a large number of people, so Renee’s escort was three.

was decided with

 The problem of expenses was resolved by making a request to Seongguk by time, and the remaining

The problem is the route.

 In fact, it could be the biggest problem.

 Why?

If you count the land and the territories of these races, it is a schedule that traverses a much wider continent than that.

will be.

 Of course, I didn’t stop by all of them, but nevertheless, I went around this big continent.

In order to do that, I needed to plan a route to some extent.

The conference room in the main hall.

 While continuing the meeting to decide which route to stop in the first place

，Vargo spit out those words.

 “How about the Great Forest?”

 “Are you Shurin?”

 Renee tilted her head and continued.

 “that… You mean there in the southwest?”

 “Yes, it is the land of the fairies.”

 return confirmation. Renee felt his door getting thicker and asked again.

it was

 “Can’t you go there? There is a barrier and you cannot enter without permission.

Roa.”

 That was the question that came to mind.

 great forest.

 Daesurim, the manor of ‘the deepest root Aedrin’, one of the nine ancient species, is

daughter It was close to impossible to enter from the outside due to the barrier placed on it.

This is a fact that everyone who lives on the continent knows.

 Seeing Rene answering the question with a sullen face, a smile cuts through

With his tone, Renee’s doubts were resolved.

 “You can go. The Apostle of Abundance, who is now absent, is dispatched there.

You can do anything she says to support her.”

 a

     ah.”

 A look of surprise appeared on Renee’s face.

 When she realized that she was there, the Apostle of Abundance, whom she had never met before.

It was a bad reaction.

 “She’s been out for almost 10 years… Are you sure things are not going well?

There is no good news, so I did not make this request for the sake of it. How are you?”

 Renee thought briefly about Bargo’s proposal.

 Naturally, it was tempting. He himself had fantasies about the mysteries of the Great Forest as a child.

haven’t you

 A land full of beautiful fairies and all kinds of sweet fruits.

Renee quickly pondered over the memories of the past that came to mind, and for some reason, excited.

and nodded his head.

 “Okay, then I’ll go there.”

 “good. Then I will give you the message as soon as the necessary things are ready.”

 “Yes I”

 峪

 After the meeting, Renee and Vera were walking through the flower bed,

spit out

 “I’m looking forward to it.”

 “What do you mean?”

 “It’s a great forest. There are very few places in the history of the continent that few people have actually been to.”

 Vera nodded at the sight of Renee saying that while reminding her on the cheek.

and got the answer.

 “It really is. This is one of the unexplored unexplored mysteries,

I also have high expectations.”

 “Is that right? I heard that fairies fly in the sky, is that true?”

don’t fly in the sky

 It was a fact that Vera knew because she had actually seen a fairy in her previous life.

 But for some reason, saying that is what disappoints Renee, who is so excited.

Vera, who felt like it was, responded by pretending to be.

 “… I think we will find out when we go.”

 “Um, right? Sorry. I get excited just thinking about it.”

 “It is natural to be excited. There is no reason for you to be sorry, Mrs.

is.”

 “Hehe… .”

 Silence followed again.

 Vera walked along the flower bed in accordance with Renee’s stride, recalling the fairy she had seen in his previous life.

 He has not been to the Great Forest.

 The fairy that Vera saw came out of the great forest to face the demon king after the demon king called out.

Among the fairies who came, it was the ‘Wind Demonstration Friede’ who was called a hero.

 How could he forget that invisible arrow that was aiming at his own neck?

Vera recalls the past that came to mind, and the words of those who saw Friede at that time.

He licked his lips.

 “I heard that fairies have a really beautiful appearance. In legend

It is said that it is an appearance that will make your heart ache for the rest of your life.”

 Of course, Vera disagreed.

 To give reasons: • • • All the fairies Vera met were enemies who were aiming for their own lives.

There was a reason Vera’s favorable feelings toward the fairies fell to the bottom, and secondly,

The reason Renee is so much more beautiful than the fairies including Friede by Vera’s standards

there was

 However, that is something Renee doesn’t know.

 Renee’s heart thumps when she suddenly sees Vera talking about the fairy’s appearance.

and he felt a fall.

 “Is that so… .” Suddenly, Renee’s whole body was filled with a sense of crisis.

 If you think about it, it was.

 Fairies will be beautiful. And Vera was a young man in his prime.

‘You must be curious about the fairy!’

 Renee’s eyes narrowed.

 Again, Renee remembered the need for the power to turn back time.

 ‘Why are you going? !’

 In the past, when he had a short mind, he resented himself. God said it was just the Great Forest

I resented the past self who said that he would go ahead.

 I had such a picture in my mind.

 Vera looked at a fairy and made a bare face. And even after he left the Great Forest

Vera is heartbroken for not being able to forget the fairies.

 At the end, she steals her tears secretly at the appearance of Vera who doesn’t look at her… .

 slurp

 A cold sweat ran down Renee’s back.

 ‘Oh, no!’

 Fall of eighteen.

 Renee’s love faced its first crisis.

OK

<Episode 29> Adaptation -: 3

 Behind the squeak, the door to the dormitory opened.

 Vera, who was waiting for Ren in front of the door, saw Renee coming out of the open door and said, ‘Stop.

‘ he said, stopping his body.

 The appearance of Renee in a pure white robe was absolutely breathtaking.

 A cloth embroidered with gold was wrapped around Renee’s body.

 At first glance, a robe that seems to have several layers. The colorful overcoat that was draped over the outside,

The new white priest’s hallway that was exposed was a décor to say the least, but why is Vera

I remembered the thought that the uniform was not excessive at all.

 It was because the clothes fit so well.

 Because it was such a dress that I thought it was made for Renee from the beginning

to be.

‘…no,

 Maybe even that’s not enough. Even that dress is not enough to show her nobility.

Maybe there’s a sleeper.

 While such thoughts continued.

 Just right. Just right.

 Renee took Hela’s hand and approached her with her staff.

 “I’m sorry. Did you wait long?”

 Renee’s words.

He bit her lips and spit out an answer.

 “no.”

 drop. and short cut words. Having said her words, Vera reached out her hand to her Hela.

After she stood and handed Renee’s hand to her, she added her words.

 “Then let’s go.”

 “yes.,,

 Renee noticed her fingertips trembling slightly as Vera’s hand overlapped her own.

Feeling, she moved her steps in line with Vera’s guidance.

Just right. The sound of a cane and a thump. footsteps make a beat

 For herself who can’t see her in her ears, Vera explains the structure of the dormitory.

Her voice continued.

 She said, “She walks out the door of the dormitory and walks about 20 steps to the right.

There is an exit leading to If you go to the other side, you will find the barracks of the paladins.

There is an east exit… .”

 hard words. But, Renee knew. This gossip-conscious article has mixed emotions

that there is no law of mixed words. That this hardness is Vera’s own kindness

second.

 “•••The hallways of the hostel are generally straight. decorations or other

I’ve put away all the things that might get in the way, so don’t worry about it.

It will be okay.”

 “is that so.”

 When she nodded her head to the words she heard, another explanation followed.

 “There is an outdoor garden among the flower beds I am going to now. The Holy Father is waiting there

You are high.”

 “Oh, is there even a garden in the flower bed? It looks very spacious.”

“Yes, I understand that the building where St. Mary lives is much larger than the dormitory building. Now is

This flower bed was created as a hobby by the Apostle Bountiful, who was absent due to her dispatch.”

 Apostle.

 A thought popped into her mind at the words she heard.

 ‘After that… .’

 Vera was also an apostle.

 It was a story she had heard before arriving in Seongguk, but for some reason it is still awkward.

coming facts.

 To Ren, Vera gives the impression of being a knight in an honest story rather than a person like an apostle.

It was because it was strong.

 Renee, who was continuing his thoughts, suddenly finished his explanation and floated toward Vera, who had her mouth shut.

posed the right question.

 “Are all the apostles going out?”

 “Not everyone is like that. I tend to differ depending on the role I am assigned to. example

If… Trevor, the apostle of wisdom, plays the role of maintaining the margin surrounding the kingdom.

So we don’t go outside.”

“Aha, then what role does the knight play?”

 “Honey of the saint Above. I’ll probably keep going unless something very urgent happens.

I will be by your side.”

 keep by your side

 At those words, Renee’s body shook.

 “••• Saint?”

 “Oh, no! I stumbled for a moment!”

 “sorry. I will slow down a little.”

 “it’s okay!”

 A hoarse voice came out of her throat. Renee started screaming in embarrassment again.

She felt heat rising in her face.

 Her eyes were tightly shut.

 Really, why is she acting so stupid? That’s why I said, ‘I’m blind, I’m not an idiot

It’s you.&quot;

 Renee pushes herself to be nervous and nauseous without any attempts ,

ruled the

Her words didn’t go any further. Renee wasn’t in the mood to say more, Vera was Phil.

It’s because I was a person who didn’t say anything.

 So, while walking for a while.

 “It’s all over.”

 Startled by Vera’s words, Renee straightened his back.

 The voice that follows.

 “Have you come?

 It was the voice of an old man with deep traces of time.

 “It was very difficult to come. Lady.”

 Hearing the sound again, Renee bowed his head in a tone filled with tension.

greeted

 “hello… .”

 gulp . Dry saliva ran down the back of my neck. Numerous thoughts ran through my mind.

 Maybe it’s against the etiquette. Maybe something like cheating is caught.

 As the thought of arrogance floated in my head, Bargo’s voice continued again.

“Come here and sit down.”

 soft words.

 Then Renee thought that Bargo might be a kinder person than he thought.

and Vera saw her expression frowned at the appearance of Bargo, which she had never seen before.

felt.

 Is that person really senile? Why are you doing things that are not answered?

 After thinking about that, Vera looked at Bargo with a frown on her face.

Kicking her tongue out, he spoke to Vera.

 “What are you doing while you are standing blankly? Come on, don’t take the saint. Ew, ttt

. Anyway, when it comes to slowness, you are the best on the continent.”

 Whoops—.

 Vera’s teeth were broken.

 “•••I am sorry.”

 “Again, his blasphemy, are you not that good at playing ball? what do you say

It’s Songgutaryeong.”

       …I”

At Bargo’s words, a laugh escaped Renee’s mouth.

 Renee broke out in a cold sweat at the laughter that came out unknowingly.

 Renee felt a glimmer of strength in Vera’s hand, which she was holding, and hurriedly

He was a word of apology.

 “Sorry, sorry… .”

 “•••no.”

 Vera responded that way to Renee, and sat Renee across from Bargo, and

He stood back and glared at Bargo.

 “Your eyes aren’t full-bodied.”

 “There are a lot of shortcomings.”

 “Yeah, you’re only going to be short of that for the rest of your life.”

 The eyes of Bargo and Vera collided. A confrontation with no retreat.

 When René’s expression of embarrassment came to mind when he heard him, Bargo, who was observing the expression, died.

He calmed Renée with a nice warm tone.

 “Aww, you looked really ugly in front of the saint.”

“no!”

 Renee remembered the thought of wanting to run away. In an atmosphere worse than expected

Lee was trembling.

 He probably wouldn’t have hit the line like this if he hadn’t been blind.

 A dark thought over Renee’s face Let’s get stronger

He turned his gaze away from him and looked at Renee and continued talking.

 “You don’t need to be afraid at all. This is the Saint who is more than anyone else

It’s a place where everyone you care about is gathered, so don’t be nervous.”

 “Is that so… .”

 “Of course. I heard that there were a lot of things on the way. Suffering because of the bad guy

There were many.”

 A word that insults Vera. Then, as the evil color darkened over Vera’s face, Barr

Goh smiled at the sight and continued talking.

 “Yes, how was life in Seongguk?”

 “No, you can speak comfortably… .”

 “If the saint will do that, I will do the same.”

Kuuk-. Renee’s mouth shut.

 Renee knew right away. Bargo was respecting himself.

 he was sure If you don’t know him after seeing the attitude towards Vera, you’re not a fool.

 Why are you so kind? Is it like that he is also a saint? This stigma is so great

is it tight?

 Rene, whose head was complicated by the thought that came to her, continued to think about it for a long time.

He quickly brushed off his thoughts and spoke out.

 First of all, the purpose of our meeting today was to hear about what we should do in the future.

As much as it was, it was the beginning of the thought that such worries should be postponed.

 “Ugh… First of all, may I ask about your future schedule?”

 words carefully.

 After Renee spoke like that, he quietly waited for an answer.

 Bargo looked at Renee waiting for his answer with his head slightly lowered,

He spoke with a smile on his face.

 “Are you embarrassed?”

 “yes?,,

“I know you will be embarrassed because you came here without knowing English. There is also refusal

You will.”

 words that came out of nowhere. Renee, who was trembling and trembling at him, for some reason, the conversation went awry.

Though he thought it might be, he nodded in response to what was said.

 “Yeah, I guess… .”

 “Cheer up, I fully understand. It must have been me too, but I don’t know.

I was like that on the day I got the first stigma.

They all cursed at the sky.”

 Renee’s head lifted at the words he heard.

 It’s because I’ve heard unexpected stories.

 “Oh, that’s great.”

 “It was a stroke of my childhood. At that time, I hated being bothersome more than dying.

Because I was a kid, I spent all day thinking about how to remove the stigma.

Well, in the end, I couldn’t take it off and sat in a successful seat, so I was worried about failure.

I might say.”

 It was a word I never thought would come out of the mouth of a man named Seonghwang.

René, who felt unfamiliar with him, was overcome with curiosity over the tension up until just before him.

He felt covered and he asked a question.

 “But can I say that? He’s a newbee… .”

 “If there was such a thing, I would have died more than a hundred times already. there is no punishment

is. Those heavenly gods won’t respond if I swear in my face.”

 Bargo said so, and added his words with a sly smile.

 “I know it will be very stressful. As with other stigmata, the surname of the Lord

Isn’t it common You must be a person worthy of the stigma. worthy of a saint’s name

have to be a person You must have thought that?”

 I flinched. Renee’s body trembled.

 It is because it was a word that stabbed the corner.

 From the moment he made up his mind to come to Seongguk, the thought that had been in Renee’s mind. bar

Go was pinching it.

 Renee didn’t say anything D. The paint that penetrates all the insides of yourself that you didn’t share properly

She nodded, feeling the words filled with surprise in her heart.

 “Yeah, a little… .”

“You can let go of that burden. The stigmata… just lucky on the road

I think it was picked up. Saint is just at ease, what she wants to do

But just think about it. Revelation is also what we receive when we realize it.”

 drag. Laughter continued.

 It was a strange feeling.

 Is it that you know all the words you didn’t say and the inside that you never showed?

peel.

 Does the position of Seonghwang come from someone who can read minds?

 futile thoughts. René, who had let out a smirk without realizing it, shook his head slightly.

He nodded and answered Bargo’s words.

 “yes.,,

 “I heard that life-giving priests help. The education of divine art… .Yes, Trevor

I’d love to go. He would teach you well.”

 continuous words.

 At that, Vera’s eyes, who had been silent until then, grew enormously. of astonishment

it was one

Vera’s gaze turned to Bargo.

 is my mind Are you seriously saying that? Renee to the madman

Is it really the right decision to leave?

 Vera buried the door like that and looked at Bargo, and Bargo was sneaky.

He smiled and accepted his gaze.

 Vera saw that smile and realized.

 That old man is trying to fuck him.

<30> Water Lily

 The next day, Vera came out to the vacant lot in front of the hut where she lived, and drew her sword.

All.

 It was for her training.

 The weapon at that time that barely escaped Terdan’s grasp with Bargo’s help.

In order not to feel her power again, Renee is doing the crowd and expressing her power.

It was training to avoid it.

 Vera, who drew her sword, thought.

 ‘What’s missing?’

 What is lacking in your own sword?

 When I raise such a topic, the answer that comes out is always like me.

 none.’

Vera decided, there was nothing lacking in her sword.

 Vera’s own sword had already reached the level of mastery.

 In a way, it’s normal. Vera had a talent.

 The ability to wield a sword. Ability to kill opponents. Find out who’s trying to kill me

is a talent. The ability to handle the body. reconsideration of all other elements necessary for the fight;

there is a skill

 From the moment she first held the sword, Vera was aware. how to wield this

What kind of things can you do with this sword?

Could know.

 So, Vera’s sword had no shape.

 A sword wielded by instinct.

 A sword made solely of experience.

 There were no standardized rules.

 Because it was such a sword, Bargo said it was the swordsmanship of a ‘hot dog’.

Ra did not respond to him.

 However, since it was such a sword, there was also no shortage.

Vera’s sword already had all the elements necessary for combat.

 That’s the reason why Vera’s sword hasn’t changed in the last few years in Seongguk.

 The moment he casts a mold on his sword, the potential of his sword disappears.

Because the sword is trapped in a limited path. The armor that wraps around your body the whole time you swing the sword.

because there was

 For that reason, Vera failed to correct his swordsmanship.

 Again, Vera recalled a question in her mind.

 ‘There is no such thing as a hat. If not, does that mean that development is impossible?’

 Have you already reached the limit of your own growth?

 only with a sword , is it no longer possible to grow beyond this?

 a question that arises.

 This time, Vera, who had been contemplating the answer for a long time, grabbed the handle of the sword and

got the answer

 ‘•••not.’

 It was possible.

He was able to rise to a higher level himself.

 Since I have already confirmed with my own eyes that the realm beyond this exists, the reason why I cannot go is

there was no

 In Vera’s mind as she continued to think, the blow of Bargo from the past came to mind.

 ‘Highly compressed divinity.’

 The skill that made Bargo’s strike possible.

 That bloody, bloody mace that cuts all the space and presses it, revealing the divinity of Bargo.

It was created by compressing it into one place.

 ‘Ejection at one point.’

 It is the compressed divinity that the shot divinity passed through after erasing all matter in the path.

This was possible because it went in one direction without being scattered.

 ‘and… .’

 explosion at the point.

 The explosion that even Terdan, the giant pushing the mountain, could not overcome.

 ‘of (will).’

It was a skill that was possible because of it. The condensed divinity at the targeted point is wide.

Because he put his intention to fight Terdan in a standardized form.

It was a possible skill.

 Surung—.

 Vera’s sword was lifted.

 Vera knew. At that time, the numbers Bargo showed clearly had a form and a meaning.

was contained

 This is not a story that catches clouds, but if it is a story that is actually possible, the reason why you cannot

there was no

 ‘It cannot be done in the same way as the Holy Father.’

 It wasn’t his own way.

 It was a move that only Bargo could do for me.

 He should be called the Defeat (覇道).

 He had to contain his intentions with a form different from that of Bargo.

 ‘What will it contain?’

 The thought continued again.

He can do it himself, the sword he has to go forward with.

 His direction was one from the moment his life was rewound.

 ‘A sword for a saint.’

 A sword to protect Renee.

 The sword he must make himself for.

 ‘Integrity.’

 It had to be a sword that did not collapse under any circumstances and had no weaknesses.

 It had to be a sword that showed no weakness in any situation, any opponent.

 however.

 ‘Impossible.’

 Vera was a man who knew how arrogant it was to say that there was no integrity.

 So, Vera thought of a sword that could only be her own, infinitely close to innocence.

All.

 ‘everything (萬變).’

In ten thousand battles, each uses ten thousand different types of swordsmanship to imitate innocence.

art of giving.

 He had to pull him off.

 ‘The strands are already caught.’

 sanctuary.

 A divine art created by weaving his own powers. If you manipulate the battle situation itself through him

It was feasible enough.

 In order to be free from the restrictions in the sanctuary, the sword is given a penalty every time.

It had to be a swordsmanship that could take tens of thousands of forms depending on the tee.

 An unchanging center amid ever-changing control factors.

 In other words, it was necessary to create a form that could change.

 Vera erased all the swords she had accumulated through experience.

 It was because he had to turn it back on a white sheet of paper and build it up again from scratch.

 Vera closed his eyes and remembered the many strong men he had met since his last life.

 He remembered their swords, their martial arts, and their fighting methods.

It was not meant to be engraved on the body. It was an attempt that had already failed.

 ‘Leave only the most basic pitches that can deal with them all.’

 cut, stab, block

 He erased everything that left only those 麷 elements. then remembered

 How have the strong men you’ve ever met fought?

 Strong people who may have to face with this sword, who are they?

 It didn’t take long to ponder this.

 In the past life that turned the whole world as an enemy, the countless strong people I met in that life

If I had to pick the best of them all.

 ‘hero.’

 Heroes who subjugated the Demon King. I had to make a sword with the assumption that I was going to face them.

All.

 They are the ones who can win even if they fight right now. However, that is their sword

It didn’t mean that it was more pact than the sword of the gods.

Vera knew. How far was it possible for him to defeat them?

Because I had a stigma myself. If you look at the swordsmanship itself, they are Vera’s swords.

It is correct that it is inferior to the martial arts of

 Honey, the sword that Vera needs to build again is their sword, the sword they have piled up.

It had to be a sword that could completely overcome history with swordsmanship.

 Vera remembered the swords of heroes.

 ‘Albrecht.’

 The first prince of the Empire, the knight of Kyungae, Albrecht de Frich.

 I remembered the sword that was called the unbreakable sword.

 ‘The essence is you (流).’

 The overwhelming softness that sheds any attack. The one who was the most annoying to deal with

I remembered the sword.

 to the next.

 ‘Hegrion.’

 Heir to the Principality of Northern Thresia. The sword of Hegryon Thresia, Grand Confucius of the Cold.

 What his sword stands for.

‘Heavy.’

 A strong sword that will not be defeated by a strong blizzard. I’m desperate for a sword attack

I remembered the sword on which I was kneeling.

 Finally.

 ‘Aisha.’

 Aisha Dragnov, the master of the magic sword.

 What was contained in the demon sword she wielded was obvious pleasure. so annoying

She recalled the sword that was sprinting quickly.

 What comes to mind is that all of them can be dealt with, can’t fight Vera.

Her own can be her.

 ‘Hwan (換).’

 The ever-changing sword. I had to build a swordsmanship aiming at it.

 Vera’s eyes opened.

 All of a sudden, a gray god was filled with them.

 A sword that has decided the direction it should go, but has not yet been properly framed

to be.

A torture that should go on for a long time.

 However, even while those thoughts come to mind, Vera’s mood is getting better.

It was.

 I saw the way He is not yet finished himself. You can be stronger than you are now.

 Vera’s fighting spirit was a fighting spirit that knew how to enjoy such development.

 ‘The best thing is practice.’

 The most effective training for Vera was actual practice. A moment in direct confrontation with the opponent

A momentary correction would be the fastest way to complete swordsmanship.

 ‘The question is, how do you conduct actual battles in Seongguk?’

 Unless Renee goes out, he can’t even go out himself.

 ‘Then it means that he has to find an opponent in the Holy Kingdom… .’

 While I was thinking like that.

 “Vera!”

 A cry was heard.

 Vera turned her head to check the direction she was coming from.

From afar, those whom he had called here were coming.

 Twins with Rohan and Trevo.

 Vera looked at them and felt her thoughts flash through her head.

All.

 In the first place, they were humans who were called for the purpose of ‘education’ for René, but only that

It didn’t have to be a place for

 pout. A laugh escaped Vera’s lips.

 ‘•••Concurrent work.’

 Just in time, these sturdy sandbags arrived, so why not use them?

 峪

 Two days later, the originally planned To teach the divine arts, Renee is blessed with Vera.

walked the road

 A constant beat produced by the cane and footsteps. The warmth of your fingertips .

 Renee moved for a while feeling him, and opened her mouth because of the awkward atmosphere.

It was.

 “Were you meeting the apostle of wisdom today?”

“That’s right. This is Trevo.”

 “Aha… .”

 Renee, who had answered that way to the end of a short sentence, was in the silence that began to drift again.

Inwardly, he recalled his resentment against Vera.

 There was no sincerity. Just keeping your mouth shut and not saying anything.

For some reason, this was a wild resentment that came to mind.

 A feeling that even Ren herself could not comprehend.

 A look of wretchedness appeared on his face, and strength in the hand holding his staff

The sound of ‘click’ was changed to ‘tak!’

 “Lady?”

 Vera’s call. At that, Renee flinched and trembled, then gently lowered her head and answered.

All.

 “yes.,,

 “Are you uncomfortable anywhere?”

 “No.”

 The sound of ‘Tak!’ shook the ground again.

Shortly after saying his words, Renee thought, ‘Did I say that too harshly?’

Thinking about it, I looked at Vera’s expression.

 The feeling of the hand, the sound of footsteps, there was no change in breathing, but

Surprised, Renee narrowed her eyes, remembering that Vera might have been angry.

shut up and spit out the words.

 “I’m sorry. To say it so harshly.”

 “no. I never felt that way.”

 “Ugh… I got a little sleepy… .”

 “Ah, it may be because it is the changing season now.

I will tell you to write it.”

 “Yep… .”

 Fuuk Renee’s head bowed.

 Renee spat out small words of apology to Hela, who was suffering inside.

 ‘Why are you doing this?’

 Is it because she has not yet adapted to Seongguk?

Rene, who had been thinking about it, immediately said, ‘It will be okay if I get used to it a little more.’

Convincingly, he controlled his breathing.

    Meanwhile, silence fell again.

    Renee said, ‘Peace. Calmness.’

After that, he posed a question to Vera.

    “The apostle of wisdom… Who is Trevor? He looks like he doesn’t like it

Do you have any?”

    The question that popped up was about Trevo. Know your partner before you meet

is the realm of courtesy. Renee was such a person.

    Vera continued to ponder for a while at Rene’s words, and then answered in a timid tone.

exhaled

    “It’s a geek.”

    “yes?”

    “You can even see a little bit of a pervert. It’s not good to get close.

I would recommend having a

    For some reason, a long word. Renee thanked Vera for speaking her at length.

Even thinking about it, he felt his head tilted at Trevor’s harsh evaluation.

•

“Uh… .”

 The sound that came out because I couldn’t find anything to say. After that, Vera took on Trevor’s scar again.

It was.

 “I can say that I am an indigo person who pays attention to the bare skin of men. However,

Since there is no guarantee that the perverts will only be directed at men, the saint must be especially careful

I have a desire to do it. Oh, by any chance, Trevor will show the stigma.

If you say it, you should never, never show it.”

 It wasn’t like Vera.

 There was a slight irritation in his voice. It was a rare expression of emotion,

le You remembered that you had seen this figure once before coming to the Holy Land.

 ‘Ah, monster.’

 In Remeo, when Vera spoke about the people of the Holy Land, it was just that kind of tone.

 ‘He is the monster the knight was talking about.’

 I nodded my head slightly. Convincing came to my mind.

 However, for some reason, Vera, who mistreats others, came to mind that it was not.

yes it is

“That, knight?”

“Yes.”

“I don’t think it’s a good thing to insult others from behind… .”

spit out the word

drop-.

Vera’s expression hardened at Renee’s words, and her gaze turned to Renee.

Words with a slightly troubled expression.

It’s definitely true, though.

“•••sorry.”

“No, it’s just… .”

Vera was embarrassed.

wrong

“Everything fall into place.”
“Yes, every pieces have been gathered.”
“Where will they strike first?”
“If it were about distraction. South and East.”
“I don’t think so.”
“What make you think that?”
“Things are not that simple.”
“They won’t give up their right on the first round.”
“They might be playful. But sometime they are crueler than anything, anyone else.”
“Are you worried about your daughters?”
“?”
“Your inner soul is illuminate by that belief of yours.”
“Asura, let me make it clear. She is not my daughter. More so why I have to worried about them. I am more concern about the flow of fate reside in him and the outcome of this opera.”
“… I have already forgave them. Why don’t you forgive them?”
“You have already forgave her? While your wife have yet give her exoneration? And you forgave her? Hahaha I really can’t bring myself to do that.”
“My wife is not someone like you. Don’t try to tarnish her grace.”
“You still don’t understand her? How many years have you been married?”
“Are you mocking me?”
“124 years. You have been married her for 124 years. And if we include the period you know each other, it is longer than that…. You should have given up your marriage right to me.”
“A lunatic like you dare to wish for her hand? Even it is just a wish, it is still unforgivable.”
“Me, a lunatic? Even I am a lunatic as you just claimed, it’s still much better than unfaithful you who disgrace her grace.”
“Are you asking for a fight? BRING IT ON!!!!!!”
“Soul and Spirit? Let’s see which one is stronger?”
“…”
“…”
“…”
“It’s a close call.”
“We almost self-destruct.”
“This madness… no matter how many time, I really can’t guard against it.”
“He is coming closer.”
“See? Sometime he is cruller than you imaged.”
“Which front line?”
“I don’t know. I can’t grape it as the madness have already spread before we notice it. And no soul has collapsed, not even at the north.”
“All the queens have enter slumbers. And the remaining spirit did not leave their sanctuary. I lose all contact with the spirit now. This madness.”
“Are you sure it is due to this madness?”
“!!! His target? ”
“What?”
“Aurura. It might be Aurura.”
“Where will Aurura appear this time?”
“………. At the north.”
“……..”
“…..”
“You don’t try to go?”
“We can’t afford to lose the soul, if the Aurura is in his control.”
“It may be already too late huh?”
“The second line will collapse too.”
“Your son will die.”
“I will stay here with you.”
“Your son will die.”
“Yes, he will. And he will return to here.”
“Reconstruction is not that all mighty.”
“I believe in you. So in order to ensure that it is all success. I will stay here with you. I will protect you.”
“… I will prepare for the worst. Please protect me.”
“With all my being.”
“What a wonderful bond between men.”
“Lady? Why are you here? How?”
“My greeting to you. Crown. Forgive me for my sudden appearing.”
“… No. your grace is more than welcome. There is nothing to forgive you. I am more grateful for you to bestow us with your grace here.”
“You jest. But it seem you are already occupied right now.”
“Huh. Wait. This head. It is not what you think. It just a prototype for reconstruction. Yes. Believe me.”
“And my lord. The reason I am here is because I am the mother of those children. I am also part of this empire. As for how can I be here, I will leave it to your imagination.”
“Lady?”
“Aurora will not be forsaken. Aurora will not be lost.”
“My Lady!!! You don’t mean…”
“I am Chandraka. The daughter of Asura and Sonita. The biological mother of 4 children Serirak, viraka, vayu and sarika and the foster mother of those 2 girls. I am Asura.”
“My lady, please… please don’t”
“I have neglected my role for too long.”
“Chandraka, I bag for you to reconsider.”
“Ramana, my crown. I express my grief to you for selfishly left this burden on you for all this years. This role is mean for me to fulfill. And I can’t seem to be allowed to neglect it any further. This is my final decision.”
“Curse this powerless.”
“…”
“I bid you farewell for now. Please look forward to Aurora this year.”
“I will wait for it with great anticipation.”
“My grace.”
“…”
“My lord, please take care yourself at that side.”
“…………..”
“May the soul be with you.”
————————–
“Have you settle down yet?”
“………….”
“………”
“……………”
“Hey speak something.”
“……”
“A capable man. With everything in his grape, will face a fall down when he fail once if he didn’t prepare for it. Unforeseen circumstance will linger to breakdown the always success and confident man if he is too full of himself. Prepare for unforeseen, brace your resolve, readily accept your failure. Face it head on. Don’t surrender to it. Accept it but fight with it. As success and failure come and go hand in hand. Don’t be too full of yourself. You success here. But you fail there. You fail here but you success there. Time and space is just an illusion that separate this reality of yours to that reality of them.”
“…”
“That is what they said.”
“…………….”
“Useless.”
“………Myself at that side?”
“??? I wonder which time space that “you” are from.”
“It is all the same. I just move too fast for this me to process it spiritual and biological ways. There is only one time space in this world.”
“…So what is your conclusion?”
“Unexpected direction, they hit us at unexpected direction, where it hurt the most, the most vulnerable and the most guard, our most precious treasure.”
“…too cruel .”
“I fail the Asura name.”
“…sore, what do you think if at that period, I actively fought for this crown? If at that time I act competent? What if at that time I was call the sun of the land?”
“…………………………………….No matter what, no matter who plant that seed, Vayu will be born. And she is the one who give birth to him………………………… That is the unchangeable role.”
“……”
“Cure this powerless”
“Now I have another regret.”
“?”
“I should have kill him by my own hand.”
“……..Don’t blame him……your brother….also…..have…..”
“F*ck him. That coward of a brother, who afraid of this responsible, who did not have even the courage to see this future but have enough courage to commit ‘that suicide’? Who left everything to us? Who left her in your hand? Don’t try to defend him. I would crush his soul right now right here if it were still exist.”
“…”
“For a man with two sound name like you. For a low born like you. To take her hand.”
“Crown, don’t let the madness corrupt you. Stay sense.”
“…..”
“….”
“Sorry, we did promise not to talk about the past.”
“No need. I can understand your feeling.”
“What next?”
“Lady will protect Aurora. All we have to do now is to guard the soul gate and manage the flow.”
“I can only handle a limited number of soul and consciousness at a time.”
“I will try lessen your burden.”
“No need, go take care her ‘request’.”
“But”
“What is our real first priority? Don’t you dare forget.”
“…”
“Go”
“I will be back as soon as I cleanly finish it.”
“…”
———————
“…why you have to be that coward, brother? If you are that afraid, don’t fall for her, and make her fall for you. Don’t be too selfish. Let’s her go before you lost. ”
“So you are this era gatekeeper?”
“void? No Void?”
“Good instinct.”
“What do you want?”
“Just deliver a few word for you.”
“Void run errand? And that errand is a message? ”
“Don’t try to provoke me. I can devour you anytime I want easily.”
“You can but you won’t be able to do it.”
“…”
“What is it? You message?”
“Become US. You are qualified.”
“And forsake my humanity?”
“Do you think you still have humanity left inside you?”
“My soul, my belief, my hope, my desire, my love. Are those not enough?”
“This is the last offer, Become US. You are qualified.”
“I love her. My Chandraka. My one and only sole purpose of my existence. Deliver it to your owner.”
“I hope from the bottom of this Void that you will not regret the choice you made today.”
“If I ever feel regret. I would have been since the moment I assume this position. But none. Since the past until this present and also from this present into the future.”
“… Let meet again on the battle field. I will be the one who will devour you.”
“I afraid that you will not be able to do it.”
———

wrong

“Everything fall into place.”
“Yes, every pieces have been gathered.”
“Where will they strike first?”
“If it were about distraction. South and East.”
“I don’t think so.”
“What make you think that?”
“Things are not that simple.”
“They won’t give up their right on the first round.”
“They might be playful. But sometime they are crueler than anything, anyone else.”
“Are you worried about your daughters?”
“?”
“Your inner soul is illuminate by that belief of yours.”
“Asura, let me make it clear. She is not my daughter. More so that why I have to worried about them. I am more concern about the flow of fate reside in him and the outcome of this stage.”
“… I have already forgave them. Why don’t you forgive them?”
“You have already forgave her? While your wife have yet give her exoneration? And you forgave her? Hahaha I really can’t bring myself to do that.”
“My wife is not someone like you. Don’t try to tarnish her grace.”
“You still don’t understand her? How many years have you been married?”
“Are you mocking me?”
“124 years. You have been married her for 124 years. And the period you know each other is longer than that…. You should have given up your married right to me.”
“A lunatic like you dare to wish for her hand? Even it is just a wish, it is still unforgivable.”
“Me, a lunatic? Even I am a lunatic, it’s still much better than unfaithful you who disgrace her grace.”
“Are you asking for a fight? BRING IT ON!!!!!!”
“Soul and Spirit? Let’s see which one is stronger?”
“…”
“…”
“…”
“It’s a close call.”
“We almost self-destruct.”
“This madness… no matter how many time, I really can’t guard against it.”
“He is coming closer.”
“See? Sometime he is cruller than you imaged.”
“Which front line?”
“I don’t know. I can’t grape it as the madness have already spread before we notice it. And no soul was collapse, not even at the north.”
“All the queens have enter slumbers. And the remaining spirit did not leave their sanctuary. I lose all contact with the spirit now. This madness.”
“Are you sure it is due to this madness?”
“!!! His target? ”
“What?”
“Aurura. It might be Aurura.”
“Where will Aurura appear this time?”
“………. At the north.”
“……..”
“…..”
“You don’t try to go?”
“We can’t afford to lose the soul, if the Aurura is in his control.”
“It may be already too late huh?”
“The second line will collapse too.”
“Your son will die.”
“I will stay here with you.”
“Your son will die.”
“Yes, he will. And he will return to here.”
“Reconstruction is not that all mighty.”
“I believe in you. So in order to ensure that it is all success. I will stay here with you. I will protect you.”
“… I will prepare for the worst. Please protect me.”
“With all my being.”
“What a wonderful bond between men.”
“Lady? Why are you here? How?”
“My greeting to you. Crown. Forgive me for my sudden appearing.”
“… No. your apparent is more than welcome. There is nothing to forgive you. I am more grateful for you to bestow us with your grace here.”
“You jest. But it seem you are already occupy right now.”
“Huh. Wait. This head. It is not what you think. It just a prototype for reconstruction. Yes. Believe me.”
“And my lord. The reason I am here is because I am the mother of those children. I am also part of this empire. As for how can I be here, I will leave it to your imagination.”
“Lady?”
“Aurora will not be forsaken. Aurora will not be lost.”
“My Lady!!! You don’t mean…”
“I am Chandraka. The daughter of Asura and Sonita. The biological mother of 4 children Serirak, viraka, vayu and sarika and the foster mother of those 2 girls. I am Asura.”
“My lady, please… please don’t”
“I have neglect my role for too long.”
“Chandraka, I bag for you to reconsider.”
“Ramana, my crown. I express my grief to you for selfishly left this burden on you for all this years. This role is mean for me to fulfill. And I can’t seem to be allowed to neglect it any further. This is my final decision.”
“Curse this powerless.”
“…”
“I bite you farewell for now. Please look forward for Aurora this year.”
“I will wait for it with great anticipation.”
“My grace.”
“…”
“My lord, please take care yourself at that side.”
“…………..”
“May the soul be with you.”
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“Have you settle down yet?”
“………….”
“………”
“……………”
“Hey speak something.”
“……”
“A capable man. With everything in his grape, will face a fall down when he fail once if he didn’t prepare for it. Unforeseen circumstance will linger to breakdown the always success and confident men if he is too full of himself. Prepare for unforeseen, brace your resolve, readily accept your failure. Face it head on. But don’t surrender to it. Accept it but fight with it. As success and failure come and go hand in hand. Don’t be too full of yourself. You success here. But you fail there. You fail here but you success there. Time and space is just an illusion that separate this reality of yours to that reality of them.”

THE TURNING POINT

“Where should we go next, Master?”

“I don’t know. And do i have to tell you? can’t you find it out yourself?”

“That is not the answer, master. i implore you to answer me seriously.”

“Shut up, and just follow me.”

“MASTER”  “CAN YOU STOP PLAYING AROUND?”

” you are not fun.”

“Where should we go next, Master?”

“……………………….”

“Where should we go next, Master?”

“Do you have to know?”

“Yes, it is my DUTY to know where you go, where you are. What you are doing. What if the Lady ask for your where about and i know nothing?”

“Mountain range Darieka ”

“Where should we go next, Master?”

“Mountain range Darieka. if she ask you my where about, tell her i went to Darieka.”

“……………..” “…………….”

“Do you really have to go there?”

“Must you know?”

“Yes.”

“There is something i have to do there.”

“REALLY?”

“I don’t lie to you.”

“You don’t lie but you also do not tell me everything.”

“A promise i have to keep.”

“……………”

“……………”

“I will go with you.”

“What are you trying to do? Didn’t we already discuss about our next action? you are messing up the plan.”

“I accompany you to ensure that our plan go smoothly. i afraid you are the one who will mess up our plan hence you must have someone to watch over you. ‘And you already ordered me to accompany you.’”

“Assume that is true, why it has to be you?”

“Can you find anyone else more suitable than me?”

“You think too highly of yourself.”

“I just state the truth, Master.”

“Do as you wish.”

“you are fun.”

“…”

………………………………………………………………………………….

“Finish the preparation.”

“…”

……………………………………………………………………………………

“Why you allowed him to do it? Stop him. Stop him. Don’t let him go there.”

“Ninlil, you are with him the longest, so you should have already know how stubborn he is. “If you can’t stop him, walk with him and correct him along the road.” is the best course of action for this case.”

“But i still don’t like it. I don’t want him to go there. i don’t want him to go there. you are also don’t want him to go there too right? why don’t you stop him. Stop him, Stop him.”

“Don’t be selfish, here eat this and calm down.”

“what is this? it is so yummy. wait, don’t try to deceive me. Should i go and destroy it? no, i should ask the other to do it, destroy it, crush it, sunk it, burn it. with this, he won’t have anymore reasons to go there. Right, yes,i should act now.”

“Ninlil, i won’t stop you. but if you don’t want him to hate you, i advice you to cease that idea now. Moreover, we need master to protect Darieka.”

“Uhhh”

“If you are done with you distress. help me collect our dinner.”

“No. i hate you.”

(If she don’t stop him, i will do it myself.)

…………………………………………………………………………………..

“Vayu, i heard it from Sis You want to fly to Darieka. Why you want to go there? You want to meet them again? Have you forgot what they did to you? Have you not suffer enough? Don’t go. I don’t want you to go. I don’t want you to get hurt again. Go somewhere else. you can go on a date with me and Sis. Anywhere but there.”

“Not again.” “This time, it is you, huh” “Mountain Range Darieka rang around seven thousands yog and one thousands yog width. How can you be so sure that I will go meet them?”

“I know it. I know it. I can see your soul. It is black. It is turmoil. You are in pain. They too, can see it. And them too, they will hurt you even more. I know it. They plan for it.”

“Don’t worried. I don’t plan to hurt myself and not getting hurt too. And about them, it can’t be help. It is not like the first time.”

“Nooooo. That is not the point. It you don’t stop. I will do it my own way. I will burn them. I will sunk them. I will suffocate them.  I will destroy them all before you can get there. I will ask those girls to do it.”

“Ninlil. please be reasonable. if i don’t go there now, we will lose the whole Darieka and it will endanger the capital too.”

“No, i don’t care. it can go to hell. i can protect the capital myself, those girls too. they can do it. is it not always those girl that protect the capital. you are more important than Daieka. Vayu i bag you please don’t go there. I don’t want you to get hurt.”

“Ninlil. rather than don”t want me to go there, It is you that don’t want to go there. Are you afraid to meet them that much?”

“NO. it is not true. I really don’t want you to go there. It is you that i don’t want to go there. I don’t care about myself.  I can go there myself, i can go there in your stead. you can stay here. you can rest. you can sleep. just don’t go there.”

“…”

“”Master, Don’t bully Ninlil too much. she just worried about you.”

“You come at the right time. help me take care of her. we have some uninvited guests to entertain. ”

“Have a safe trip, Master.”

…………………………………………………………

“………”

“Protect her, with all your life.”

“Understood.”

………………………………………………………..

“Master, Ninlil has fallen asleep.”

“Thank for helping me calm her down.”

“She is a little bit emotional unstable.”

“If it is a must we can delay our journey a day.”

“And what if she did not recover?”

“I will go on ahead. Time is precious.”

“…… can’t you delay a little bit more?….. I think she require a tender psychological care”

“I would like too. But let do it when I return.”

“Master. Is it more important than her, that promise of your?”

“Oath is one of my virtue. It is a part of myself, my humanity identity. Do you want me to lose it?” (Can’t you understand. I did every thing so that you can smile again. can you wait a bit more?)

“Master you are being mean today.” (Is it detest you that much? If so, why don’t you let me handle it?)

“You should return to her soon. And I want to rest a bit more.”

“Master, I don’t know if it is your emotion or logic or anything else. No matter what, we will all walk with you. As we have made an oath. But I still won’t agree with all your decision and this decision is one of those.”

“Don’t you think today you talk too much?”

“No. in contrast I think I talk too little.” “Master, we know you don’t care much about yourself But please think about other, those who concern about you.”

“I will bear it in my mind.”

“It is not enough. Please bear it in action too. Not just your mind.”

“You might think I am insane but I think I am sane, sane enough to allow you to stand with me. And never once I forget the promise I made with you that day. (I afraid of you getting hurt more than myself. Can’t you understand that much? it dose not matter how much i hurt myself as long as you are safe, you are happy, you can smile from the bottom of your heart again, it is enough for me. Please endure just for a little while. Can’t you understand it?)”

“You are incomprehensible today.”

“So are you.”

“MASTER!!!”

“ENOUGH, go back to her. I need some rest now.”

“……………………”

“…………………..”

(Don’t worried i will hold that oath of mine. It will be fulfilled, the one i made to you that day. please just wait a bit more.)

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Equity vs. Equality

RATANAK LIM:
Equity vs. Equality
Open speech:
May I sit down? It is hard to talk like this, to my consciousness.

With this it feel like we are more equal.
Well I am a very picture of equality. I love both men and women, equally.
I love human, animal, plant equally. But I still hold someone, something important to me.
Body speech:
Back to our topic, what is our topic? Can you guess? Yes, it is something related to equality. It’s Equity vs. Equality. Ready! Go! Fight.

Have you woman ever wonder why you were born physically weak compare to man? Have you women ever wonder why you were born with many handicap in your daily life.
Have you man wonder why women demand gender equality but never want to share responsibility? Have you man wonder why women demand gender equality but always want to be treated special? I, too, don’t know why. Do they really want equality? Or equity?
It is not the only case. It happens a lot in other fields, other sectors.
Workers demand income equality. Population want to close gape of income equality. Students demand equality in education opportunity. Late Buyer want to buy a good product like the one that wake up at 4 to buy it.
Do you desire the cake in the same proportion to the one who drive miles just to buy it?
If you want equality you need to treat everyone indifferent.
Equality mean everything is the same, everyone is equal.
But what you want is not equality it is Equity.
You want to get the same opportunity, the same things as the other. As you were born in disadvantage environment, unfavorable circumstance, you want to be success like other that is why you ask for it “Equity, not Equality”. That is why we have scholarship. That is why we have minimum wage. That is why we have gender equality? (It should be gender equity).
Closing speech:
Don’t confuse with what we need, what we want and what demand. We want to be special. But we need Equity since the nature is not fair to all of us. But what everyone demand is equality. to be equal? or indifferent?

Any Question? i would be happy if you want to open up the discussion.

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THE TURNING POINT

CHAPTER 1

“Where should we go next, Master?”

“I don’t know. And do i have to tell you? can’t you find it out yourself?”

“That is not the answer, master. i implore you to answer me seriously.”

“Shut up, and just follow me.”

“MASTER”  “CAN YOU STOP PLAYING AROUND?”

” you are not fun.”

“Where should we go next, Master?”

“……………………….”

“Where should we go next, Master?”

“Do you have to know?”

“Yes, it is my DUTY to know where you go, where you are. What you are doing. What if the Lady ask for your where about and i know nothing?”

“Mountain range Darieka ”

“Where should we go next, Master?”

“Mountain range Darieka. if she ask you my where about, tell her i went to Darieka.”

“……………..” “…………….”

“Do you really have to go there?”

“Must you know?”

“Yes.”

“There is something i have to do there.”

“REALLY?”

“I don’t lie to you.”

“You don’t lie but you also do not tell me everything.”

“A promise i have to keep.”

“……………”

“……………”

“I will go with you.”

“What are you trying to do? Didn’t we already discuss about our next action? you are messing up the plan.”

“I accompany you to ensure that our plan go smoothly. i afraid you are the one who will mess up our plan hence you must have someone to watch over you. ‘And you already ordered me to accompany you.’”

“Assume that is true, why it has to be you?”

“Can you find anyone else more suitable than me?”

“You think too highly of yourself.”

“I just state the truth, Master.”

“Do as you wish.”

“you are fun.”

………………………………………………………………………………….

“Finish the preparation.”

“.”

……………………………………………………………………………………

“Why you allowed him to do it? Stop him. Stop him. Don’t let him go there.”

“Ninlil, you are with him the longest, so you should have already know how stubborn he is. “If you can’t stop him, walk with him and correct him along the road.” is the best course of action for this case.”

“But i still don’t like it. I don’t want him to go there. i don’t want him to go there. you are also don’t want him to go there too right? why don’t you stop him. Stop him, Stop him.”

“Don’t be selfish, here eat this and calm down.”

“what is this? it is so yummy. wait, don’t try to deceive me. Should i go and destroy it? no, i should ask the other to do it, destroy it, crush it, sunk it, burn it. with this, he won’t have anymore reason to go there. Right, yes,i should act now.”

“Ninlil, i won’t stop you. but if you don’t want him to hate you, i advice you to cease that idea now. Moreover, we need master to protect Darieka.”

“Uhhh”

“If you are done with you distress. help me collect our dinner.”

“No. i hate you.”

(If she don’t stop him, i will do it myself.)

…………………………………………………………………………………..

“Vayu, i heard it from Sis You want to fly to Darieka. Why you want to go there? You want to meet them again? Have you forgot what they did to you? Have you not suffer enough?​ Don’t go. I don’t want you to go. I don’t want you to get hurt again. Go somewhere else. you can go on a date with me and Sis. Anywhere but there.”

“Not again.” “This time, it is you, huh” “Mountain Range Darieka rang around seven thousands yog and one thousands yog width. How can you be so sure that I will go meet them?”

“I know it. I know it. I can see your soul. It is black. It is turmoil. You are in pain. They too, can see it. And them too, they will hurt you even more. I know it. They plan for it.”

“Don’t worried. I don’t plan to hurt myself and not getting hurt too. And about them, it can’t be help. It is not like the first time.”

“Nooooo. That is not the point. It you don’t stop. I will do it my own way. I will burn them. I will sunk them. I will suffocate them.  I will destroy them all before you can get there. I will ask those girls to do it.”

“Ninlil. please be reasonable. if i don’t go there now, we will lose the whole Darieka and it will endanger the capital too.”

“No, i don’t care. it can go to hell. i can protect the capital myself, those girl too. they can do it. is it not always those girl that protect the capital. you are more important than Daieka. Vayu i bag you please don’t go there. I don’t want you to get hurt.”

“Ninlil. rather than don”t want me to go there, It is you that don’t want to go there. Are you afraid to meet them that much?”

“NO. it is not true. I really don’t want you to go there. It is you that i don’t want to go there. I don’t care about myself.  I can go there myself, i can go there in your stead. you can stay here. you can rest. you can sleep. just don’t go there.”

“…”

“”Master, Don’t bully Ninlil too much. she just worried about you.”

“You come at the right time. help me take care of her. we have some uninvited guests to entertain. ”

“Have a safe trip, Master.”

…………………………………………………………

“………”

“Protect her, with all your life.”

“Understood.”

………………………………………………………..

“Master, Ninlil has fallen asleep.”

“Thank for helping me calm her down. She is a little bit emotional unstable. If it is a must we can delay our journey a day.”

“And what if she did not recover?”

“I will go on ahead. Time is precious.”

“…… can’t you delay a little bit more?….. I think she require a tender psychological care”

“I would like too. But let do it when I return.”

“Master. Is it more important than her, that promise of your?”

“Oath is one of my virtue. It is a part of myself, my humanity identity. Do you want me to lose it?” (Can’t you understand. I did every thing so that you can smile again. can you wait a bit more?)

“Master you are being mean today.” (Is it detest you that much? If so, why don’t you let me handle it?)

“You should return to her soon. And I want to rest a bit more.”

“Master, I don’t know if it is your emotion or logic or anything else. No matter what, we will all walk with you. As we have made an oath. But I still won’t agree with all your decision and this decision is one of those.”

“Don’t you think today you talk too much?”

“No. in contrast I think I talk too little.” “Master, we know you don’t care much about yourself But please think about other, those who concern about you.”

“I will bear it in my mind.”

“It is not enough. Please bear it in action too. Not just your mind.”

“You might think I am insane but I think I am sane, sane enough to allow you to stand with me. And never once I forget the promise I made with you that day. (I afraid of you getting hurt more than myself. Can’t you understand that much? it dose not matter how much i hurt myself as long as you are safe, you are happy, you can smile from the bottom of your heart again, it is enough for me. Please endure just for a little while. Can’t you understand it?)”

“You are incomprehensible today.”

“So are you.”

“MASTER!!!”

“ENOUGH, go back to her. I need some rest now.” (Don’t worried i will hold that oath of mine, the one i made to you that day. please just wait a bit more.)

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HAPPINESS

As his fist hit my face, I was thrown back to the wall. “You bastard!” As the shock went through by body, nerves. My brain chase functional for seconds. Why do you look so sad? Stop making that face. Don’t look at me with those eyes. Stop making her worried. Look she is about to cry. You are not someone like that. And so I asked him “why are you doing this? Are you crazy? I can sue you with this” “You bastard” and so he hit me again. Dame it. It’s hurt like hell. Are you seriously want to kill me? “You asked me why? Huh? You still want to know why? Huh? I am going to kill you now.” And so he hit me again. Can you stop it? I will die with this you know? Someone, can someone stop him. No take her away. I don’t want to see her now. “You ask me why? Huh? You abandoned her. You left her alone while you came here to married. And you ask me why? You still don’t know? Die” and so it repeated. Ah yes. Yes. That it is. I left her alone. I propose to my wife. And now we are currently in ceremony. Yes. That it is. I married into money. Is it wrong? No, I was right. This is what I wish for. This will make everyone happy. It is happy ending right? Why he is mad at me? As I was collecting my thought, he was about to throw another fist. Luckily some guard came to stop him. Yes, good job. But I was you were faster. I am about to get kill by my childhood friend. Even though we are not on good term. But I still don’t want him to be criminal. He have a promising future await him. And he is burdened with another great task. Yes. You should not end you future here. “Someone take him outside” I shouted “Dame you am not going to forgive you, you bastard, you traitor.” He shouted as the guards drag him outside. Yes, now it should be done. Ah. One more things. “Chill, can you help escort her outside too? I have to continue my wedding” Now everything is settle. That is good. All the obstacles have been clear. Everything will be good.

“Sorry I made you wait honey. Sorry my fiend is a little bit short temper. Now let us continue. Father, please.” I smile as I take you my wife. Dame it hurts. I don’t think I can have my honeymoon tonight. Shit. “No I am okay. But are you alright? He hit you so hard. We can process after you go to meet doctor. I can wait for another time.” She ask worried about me. Ah she is so lovely. My wife is really sweet. “I can go to doctor later. Let finish our wedding now. I want to go on honeymoon ASAP. And I don’t want to meet that “DOCTOR” friend of mine now.” Yes let finish it now so we all can have peace.

….. And so I put a ring on here finger. A simple one without any design. A pure silver with single diamond. Opt it is too loose for her. I have to ask craftsman to adjust it later. But for now I should apology to her. “Sorry. It is a bit loose. I will ask jeweler to adjust it later” I said in low volume similar to whisper as I was about to kiss her to seal your oath. “I don’t mind it. It is normal since it was prepared intending for her. It is normal that it is not fit mind.” She looked so sad as she whisper to my ear. As yes. That was it. It was made with HER “Theresa” size in her taste too. And I put it on my wife. It is normal that it is not fit. To cut off her complain I seal her mouth with mind. Yes now the oath is sealed. Everything should be settle now. Her lip is so soft, her saliva too is so sweet, is it cheery? Strawberry? Honey? No, it is sweeter. One of its kind. A supreme nurture. It like a drug. Her face look red as our lip part. No one cheer for us. Ah it maybe that our kiss shock them that much. “You don’t need to rush. I won’t void our contract. I will arrange her surgery. I will guarantee that it will success 100%” she said as she look into my eyes. Yes that it is. Everything is for her. Ah now I have fulfill my role. Now it is you turn to take care her “Theresa”. I leave everything to you, my friend. Now everyone will be happy.

I love you. My love.

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THE IRREGULAR

 

Synopsis

 

“what is your name?”

“…”

“don’t you have one?”

“…”

“then i shall call you [ Eis , Silbernes Eis ]. From now on you shall be call [ Silbernes Eis ]”

“…”

“you don’t like it?”

“…”

“haha. [vayu ] is my name”

this is the start of everything, or it may not be the very start of everything but everything start to get struggle from here on. you can say that this is the start of everything and this hellish mountain of this f**king mess.

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